Jack_Halo_Fallen

I'm feeling fine now, just....I just feel heavy and empty

Jack_Halo_Fallen

Stress, it's something I live with along side with anxiety  depression and many other emotions, but when I try to suppress these emotions, it explodes to a mental, spiritual, and emotional breakdown, my mother, whose in the hospital, suffered an aneurysm while we were at a Inquest in thunder bay (for my late aunt) the stress and everything that has happened for the past 16 years (5 years old is when my trauma started) of my life, all I known is that, you'll never know when death will come for you, never, not even if you face it head on

Chriswalker2001

Thanks for the vote. So what in this chapter did you like? And if you have any questions, let me know

Chriswalker2001

@Jack_Halo_Fallen thanks
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

@Chriswalker2001 thats okay, just focuse on others
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Chriswalker2001

@Jack_Halo_Fallen why thank you. I will be making more chapters, but I focusing on the Pokemon fanfic I have not touched for almost exactly two years for now
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

....I feel weak. After feeling a spike of pain, like something cutting near my heart, I blacked out for how long I blacked out. I don't remember. All I hear is audio from my earphones, then I when I regain conscious, I realized that I was typing to someone, a streamer I watch on twitch

Jack_Halo_Fallen

I'm okay. However, I felt blood flow spreading out from where the cut came from, but their wasn't any blood
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

So....another creator Falls...how much more can we people take, death ND despair has proven to much for me.....another friend goes to stars, to watch over us....I won't know if I can hold on...but I must stay strong...if I can....

Jack_Halo_Fallen

Or anymore for that matter....
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

The reason for this......it's because someone I know who's identified as a female (who's only 1 of many transgender I respect personally) passed away from a cancer, and now I won't be able to watch they're streams(twitch) and sadness, grief and anger has gotten hold of me.....I don't know if I can take it anywhere
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

So today may mental health problems made me realize that I won't recover from it, and I made a rant on one of streamers I watched (they have a channel for that) and so..........
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I feel like unaliving myself one these days, alongside with cutting

XxupondeathxX

@HaloODST10 that's good
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Jack_Halo_Fallen

@XxXupondeathXxX I'm getting better from my mini episode of depression
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XxupondeathxX

this message may be offensive 
@HaloODST10 qwq I know this is late but...
            
            
            Please don't kill yourself, I want to kill myself to because I feel like I'll never get through my depression and I'm weak but sometimes I have second thoughts about knowing that there are people who care
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