⚙Dude who likes robots⚙

dissapeared for some days, but still alive.

She died, and i honestly am unsure of what to do that could serve well as something i made to remember her, i will find something, eventually.
          
          I feel like i must.

Is possible that my dog will die within a year, she has a type of cancer and is already old like 13 years...

Is been like a year i think that i started doing roleplay groups... none finished.

finally i decided to return to watching animes, and i just finished Jujutsu Kaisen, is good.

Today my head was in a haze, so tired from yesterday, spent hours forced to sit down on a hot car with only the occasional wind as cooling, while the traffic was terrible, only sometimes we had rest from the heat, even in the night, it was hot, and today i had to do a school work of taking care of plants under the sun... and i ended up feeling out of my head, like i was and wasn't awake.

Finally home today, just returned from a day-long school trip, was mostly filled by traffic and long periods of heat and sweating in a car, and in one moment when getting it of a beach I hope I didn't accidentally flash someone while changing, my friend slipped up and while covering for me held the towel too high up... at least it was in a small hidden corner.
          Today was too hot.

Sometimes a school day variates between headache induzing hammers on my head and a wacky feeling of hope for the best, as if i am jumping around between a land of light and swamp puddles of darkness.
          
          Felt too formal to me, but is a way i can put it down.

Sometimes life feels hopeless honesty like a march to dystopian times but without anything that can be done about it, no hero, no cartoonistic evil villain that is easily exposed and the next day the world turns better, could be my headache speaking, but honestly, i would prefer to believe something else when i'm in control of my head.
          today was good day mostly, but there's still somethings that well make it hard to think clear, sometimes overworking yourself is not the good aproach to something, my shoulders hurt from something, could be stress, could be the weight of my backpack, but anyhow, rest is something that should be part of your routine in some way, constant stress can only go so far before a breaking point.

Welp, yesterday i had a breakdown.