Enderstorm

It’s my birthday yesterday! On the 15th lol
          
          Ughhhhhh got projects and stuff to work on but I have found a way to be able to write more!

Oh also sorry I’m not posting my life is SO crazy rn and busy and just a lot. November will be easier cuz I get a lot of free days for stuff tho!

Happy Halloween my fanfic gremlins! 
          
          Hope you have a nice and spooOoO000ooO0oOky night! I’m gonna go and do my 6 assignments due tomorrow now! *laughs maniacally but it turns to sobbing*
          
          Anyway! Hope u have fun and I can’t wait to see the vengeance saga stream!

I just watched the wild robot and...
          
          no one word can describe my feelings for this movie or what I feel or what this movie is. Love? Happy? Safe? Bittersweet? Caring? Idk. I just want to go to my mom and my family and tell how much I love them.
          
          but...I feel happy. like, actually happy and safe. I feel a peace and joy and love so strong I want to try. I had forgotten what happy felt like...
          
          i totally reccomend watching this movie, especially if ur sad or depressed. its weird but I just feel...Happy again. finally happy. just go watch it rn.
          
          thank you Peter Brown and Chris Sanders for reminding me of joy again.

Guys please I need ur help just anyone please.
          
          On Ao3 I got a message from a friend saying he’s thinking of killing himself and I’m so scared and worried and sad and angry at myself and worthless and shaking and sick and lightheaded and crying and terrified what do I do?
          
          This is what he said
          
          Um hi it’s just me, I really need to rant a bit right now and well I have no where to go so anyways you probably won't even read this anyway haha. If you do I just want to ask you how hot stop thinking about death? I usually just distract myself but this time I just can’t.
          It’s school break and I’m in another country I will start school again next week and I’m terrified and stressed. I failed an exam and my parents will kill me, I’m scared of getting back there and being laughed at and having to defend myself or just disappear in my thoughts, I also feel really bad because I will see my uncle soon and I still have nightmares of the time he said that lgbt people should be burned down (I heard you also dreamed of being burned alive, it’s really not fun right?) I gained weight and they won’t stop speaking about it and I’m trembling so hard right now I think I might pass out. I’m stopping myself from crying and I really feel like killing myself some day soon even if I don’t want to think that. This is useless I’m sorry I will still post it in case I have any answers but fuck im scared and idk what to do…”

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Great new chapter!

BREAK IS HERE AND I AM FREEE

I can’t wait for fall break. I’ve had 4 all nighters in the past week and even more most-nighters and 2 days without food from Friday to Sunday for school stuff. I had a huge TMP for APSemnar presented today, an AP Pre-calc test, and an AP physics test today. It’s taking a toll on me. This weekend I had to work from 2-8 on Saturday and on Sunday from 12-9. And ive had two panic attacks from yesterday to today. One in the physics test. I’m pretty sure I did horrible on all of them.
          
          And I can’t rest. Not yet. I got 4 assignments tonight, and an APUSH test on Thursday. Not to mention my parents want me to get a job even when I already have school clubs and everything is building up until Everything is cold, my body shakes, i can’t get my heart to stop pounding. I can’t sleep even if I could and had time. And im tired. Im just so tired of everything.

Welp. Ya lose one campaign you join two. (though I will miss you forever Donna Hatte)
          
          Meet Vyx (Veeks), a tiefling sorcerer who came back from the dead after suffering in the fields of punishment for a thousand years or so because he went crazy after his son was murdered and Jirik, a Kobold Druid who was freed from slavery after his dragon was slain by a group of adventurers and forced to live in the woods with the animals.
          
          I actually have art and a full backstory for Vyx and a mostly finished backstory for Jirik but idk how to post art on here. How to?