Nobody reads these things so why not rant? I feel numb. Physically and emotionally. I used to come on this app and talk to people to the point where my phone was constantly going off and people actually wanted to speak to me. Now I'm ignored by everyone. It seems like I have maybe two real friends and one is my boyfriend. I'm slowly starting to slip back into the way I was roughly three years ago and I don't like it. I'm sorry for whatever I did to make people despise me so much. This is why I am most likely deleting my account and all the books and not returning. If I do, you won't know it's me. But that's a massive IF. Anyways, I'm probably ranting to no one. So with that said, goodbye.