Jackson_Volk

si-adotchi

@Jackson_Volk The phantom wolf, a ragged breath, A jagged question, mocking death: Who am I? Si-adotchi's scream, a ripping sound, Echoes the depths where hope is drowned. Mirror of obsidian, rose of dread, A sun devoured, forever bled. Weep for my beauty, a twisted gleam, Weep for my agony, a waking dream. Half-scrawled whispers, love's dying gasp, Carried by winds, a serpent's clasp. Let the tears fall, a poisoned stream, Love me to kill me, a desperate scheme.
          	  
          	  Roses are black, a funerary shroud, So too my heart, forever bowed. My morning coffee, a bitter stain, A chilling comfort, easing pain. Ashes still drift from charred, forgotten pages, Of tales we wove through darkening ages. Zoloft, my torment, where do you linger? A cold, dead absence, on my finger.
          	  
          	  Zoloft, a corpse; a sly fox fed, Its pen bleeding secrets, then it too bled. Now a wolf claims the vacant throne, Jackson howls for a shadow, for a girl he calls 'Killer,' alone. But I, with my hair like twilight's bruise, My neko spirit, I cannot lose... Call me the broken, call me the lie, Call me a hater, let our love die. Whisper my name, my dear Zoloft, Lost in the forever, in silence soft. For the stars themselves will shatter and fall, When the cherry blossoms mock the werewolf's call. And that, my dear, is the final, agonizing thrall.
          	  
          	  
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si-adotchi

The lonely wolf howls at an empty sky, A broken whisper: Who am I? Si-adotchi, a cry ripped from the soul, Reflecting black roses, taking its toll. The sun, once vibrant, now a charring coal. Weep for my beauty, a fading grace, Weep for my pain, in this desolate place. Cry into fragments of half-written love, Whisper my yearning to the heavens above. Let my tears flow, a river of sorrow, Love me to kill me, just grant me a tomorrow... A tomorrow where you might return, for you I burn.
          
          Roses are black, a symbol of blight, So is my heart, swallowed by night. My coffee in morning, a bitter, cold brew, Every sip a memory, aching for you. Ashes now sift from pages we once shared, Dreams we once built, now cruelly ensnared. Zoloft, my beloved, when are you coming home? Each breath a plea, never to roam. Zoloft was gone, a fox took her place, The fox wrote and withered, leaving no trace. A wolf now howls, its throat raw and sore, Jackson's lament for Killer, and so much more. But I, with my hair like twilight's soft hue, My neko heart, forever for you. Call me a cry, call me a fool, But love me again, break this desolate rule. My dear Zoloft, now and until I cease to be, And in the next life, still only for thee. For the stars they so fall when cherry blossoms weep, And that, my dear, is the promise my soul will keep.
          
          

Jackson_Volk

si-adotchi

@Jackson_Volk The phantom wolf, a ragged breath, A jagged question, mocking death: Who am I? Si-adotchi's scream, a ripping sound, Echoes the depths where hope is drowned. Mirror of obsidian, rose of dread, A sun devoured, forever bled. Weep for my beauty, a twisted gleam, Weep for my agony, a waking dream. Half-scrawled whispers, love's dying gasp, Carried by winds, a serpent's clasp. Let the tears fall, a poisoned stream, Love me to kill me, a desperate scheme.
            
            Roses are black, a funerary shroud, So too my heart, forever bowed. My morning coffee, a bitter stain, A chilling comfort, easing pain. Ashes still drift from charred, forgotten pages, Of tales we wove through darkening ages. Zoloft, my torment, where do you linger? A cold, dead absence, on my finger.
            
            Zoloft, a corpse; a sly fox fed, Its pen bleeding secrets, then it too bled. Now a wolf claims the vacant throne, Jackson howls for a shadow, for a girl he calls 'Killer,' alone. But I, with my hair like twilight's bruise, My neko spirit, I cannot lose... Call me the broken, call me the lie, Call me a hater, let our love die. Whisper my name, my dear Zoloft, Lost in the forever, in silence soft. For the stars themselves will shatter and fall, When the cherry blossoms mock the werewolf's call. And that, my dear, is the final, agonizing thrall.
            
            
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Jackson_Volk

Day 12 of ADHD Brain Check
          
          Whisper is a quiet, genderless wanderer who followed the ancient Harkers and carried their stories across the cradles. Wearing a carved wooden Wolf mask with a symbolic crack, they move softly in layered, shaman-like robes decorated with charms, feathers, and fading symbols. Their ash-blonde hair and gray eyes give them a dusk-colored presence. Whisper never sought to perform; instead, they preserved every tale the Harkers left behind, passing their memories to the future Larks.

Jackson_Volk

Day 11 of Today’s ADHD Brain Check!
          Alright, we’re hitting the reset button on these check-ins—because sometimes a fresh start is exactly what the brain ordered. I wasn’t writing them the way I really wanted to, so we’re trying again.
          These posts are going to be whatever my brain cooks up on the spot, so enjoy the chaos in real time. Oh! And a huge welcome to our Wattpad wonderful world, @Rebeccafoxo!
          Fun fact: I put Nines in one of her streams, and she absolutely nailed him. Seriously, go check out her work on YouTube! I’ll share her streams whenever raffles are happening~
          That’s all for now. Have a great day, folks!

Jackson_Volk

And sorry mate for @ you at 6:33 in the morning…
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Jackson_Volk

Day 10 of Today’s ADHD Brain Check!
          
          Ok yes, I skipped a day because life happened, but… WHAT DO YOU MEAN JAMIE, THERE IS ANOTHER FANTASY OC I HAVE TO INTRODUCE!
          
          Oh right. Breeze.
          
          Somehow she wandered into this story like a soft wind through a crack in the wall. She’s a human, with a subtle fey-like attunement, long-lived but mortal, and apparently wanders Middle-earth for fun. Yes, that Middle-earth. Yes, I might have accidentally set up another slow burn between her and Bilbo. But… we’ll see if this one can resist my ADHD brain’s “slow burn demolition” mode.
          
          Breeze’s Official Sheet (Condensed for Chaos Management™):
          
          Gender: Female
          
          Race/Origin: Human, fey-adjacent, Middle-earth wanderer
          
          Looks: Slender, graceful, 5’9”, deep brown wind-tousled hair, soft grey-green eyes
          
          Clothing: Travel-worn layers in greens and browns, often barefoot; carries a leather satchel and a shawl Bilbo knitted for her
          
          Personality: Calm, gentle, patient wanderer; hums when thinking; braids her hair when anxious; deeply compassionate and soft-spoken, but firm when needed
          
          Abilities: Skilled singer and musician, herbal knowledge, excellent tracker, subtle wind-sensitive attunement (poetic, not flashy)
          
          Relationships:
          
          Bilbo: gentle, soul-deep companionship evolving into love
          
          Gandalf, Thorin’s Company, Frodo, Elrond: trusted acquaintance and quiet presence
          
          
          
          Current Chaos:
          Breeze wandered into Jamie and Lilac’s discussion like a literal breeze. She paused mid-step, soft eyes on Bowie, and whispered, “Is that a talking cat lecturing a wall?”
          
          Zara is frantically trying to keep track of all the OCs before her ADHD brain collapses under sheer narrative weight. Lilac is smirking. Bowie is flapping paws and demanding a royal introduction ceremony. Jamie is judging the timeline inconsistencies while secretly enjoying it.
          
          
          Flavor of ADHD today: Soft Wanderer Meets Mythic Chaos × Slow Burn Revival × Unexpected OC Invasion Edition.

Jackson_Volk

Day 9 of Today’s ADHD Brain Check!
          
          (Featuring: Writer’s Block, Goose Energy, and Accidental Genre Creation)
          
          So apparently… I did a thing. A BIG thing.
          I accidentally created an entirely new ship genre.
          
          Not “enemies to lovers.”
          Not “touch-starved × touch-starved.”
          No, no — my ADHD brain went full mythmaker and invented the genre now known as:
          
          Mutual Lethal Touch Romance™
          
          A.K.A.:
          “If we touch, we die, but also I’m in love with you and this is a problem.”
          
          This is now canon.
          I didn’t mean to invent it, but it spawned into existence the same way OCs do when I honk spontaneously.
          
          Which brings us to the actual chaos of today:
          
          Current Chaos: Genre Summoning Edition
          
          Zara is staring at me like I am the problem, which is hilarious because she’s not the one who just made fandom history.
          
          Lilac is smiling — the dangerous kind of smile.
          The one that means “oh sweetheart, the universe heard you.”
          (Which is honestly terrifying.)
          
          Bowie, meanwhile, is pacing dramatically on the kitchen counter like he’s preparing a speech for a council of ancient fandom elders.
          He has decided that he will decide if the new ship genre gets divine approval.
          
          He has not been asked.
          
          Jamie heard the announcement and immediately said, “Ah. So you’ve transcended writer’s block by breaking the laws of romance tropes. Respect.”
          
          Muninn just cawed like he agreed, but also like he’s a little offended anyone dared innovate without consulting ravens first.
          
          Zara’s Official Statement on the Matter:
          
          “You created a new genre? Congratulations… but also why does the air feel… dramatically charged?”
          
          Lilac’s Official Statement:
          
          “That’s what happens when the universe updates its fanfiction taxonomy.”
          
          Bowie’s Official Statement:
          
          “I demand royalties.”
          
          Nobody knows royalties for WHAT.
          Or HOW.
          
          But he demanded it.

Jackson_Volk

Day 8 of Today’s ADHD Brain Check!
          
          Ok… so I lied again. I said I wasn’t posting today because I was having writer’s block, but apparently my ADHD brain doesn’t get the memo.
          
          While attempting to quietly sulk in “no new ideas” mode, I randomly honked. Yes. A literal honk. (Weird for a wolf, I know.) And… five OCs spawned. Just like that. Five. Out of nowhere. I think I may have officially multiclassed into a goose. 
          
          Current Chaos:
          
          Wolfoose mode fully activated.
          
          Five brand-new OCs are now living rent-free in my brain. They are dramatic, chaotic, and definitely not asking for permission.
          
          Zara is still negotiating with Bowie, who is deeply offended that these new OCs don’t come with catnip.
          
          Lilac, of course, is quietly smirking in the background, probably aware this was going to happen all along.
          
          
          Questions for today:
          
          How many OCs is too many for one brain? (Spoiler: There is no limit.)
          
          Can a honk truly summon five fully-formed characters? (Yes. Yes it can.)
          
          If I continue multiclassing, will I evolve into a full goose permanently? (Probably, but also canonically amazing.)
          
          
          Flavor of ADHD today: Writer’s block? Honk-spawned chaos edition.
          Sorry, not sorry.

Jackson_Volk

Day 8 of Today’s ADHD Brain Check!
          
          Zara has officially declared today a blank page crisis.
          
          She’s sitting at her desk, staring dramatically into the void (i.e., the blinking cursor), trying to will a storyline into existence. Lilac is perched on the arm of her chair, gently swirling a small breeze around her head like she’s trying to “refresh the page.” It is not helping.
          
          Bowie, ever supportive, has brought Zara a gift: a crumpled receipt he found under the couch.
          “I believe in you,” he says, nudging it toward her.
          (It does not help either, but at least he’s trying.)
          
          Jamie glances over from the corner where she’s adjusting her still-misaligned wing. “Writer’s block?” she asks, one eyebrow raised like she’s seen this kind of chaos before.
          Zara groans loudly enough to qualify as a spiritual event.
          
          “Fantastic,” Jamie mutters. “The ancient enemy.”
          
          Lilac nods solemnly, as though writer’s block is some cosmic force that predates language. “It comes for everyone eventually,” she whispers, which is not comforting.
          
          Zara flips dramatically onto her back. “Why can’t I think of lore? Why can’t I think of OCs? Why is my brain just—”
          She waves her hands in the air.
          “Static.”
          
          Bowie hops onto her chest and purrs aggressively, because he believes purring is the cure to all mortal ailments. It is adorable. It is also useless.
          
          So for today?
          No grand lore.
          No mysterious visitors.
          No sunlight-with-secrets or winged messages or prophetic feline nonsense.
          
          Just… writer’s block. ADHD-flavored. Served with a side of existential flopping.
          
          Flavor of ADHD today: Writer’s Block with ✨Extra Static✨.
          
          
          Zara promises she’ll be back with something soon — or at least something resembling something. For now, you get bonus posts and the chaotic comfort of knowing you are not alone in the land of zero ideas.