@JacquelineGreeno
I watch the news everyday and there is always something in the news that jogs my mind back to my life. You see the young girls that have been kidnapped, or the young boys that are in gangs and killing each other over drug deals gone bad. I can only speak of my experiences in the past and hope that someone will realize that is no way to live.
I hope you will read my story and not judge me to harshly. My life was not a happy existence and to this day it still isn't. When you enter into a world of drugs and crime it is a world of not being able to trust anyone, you are alone in a world of being paranoit and fear.
This week the news told about a policeman in Montreal who was charged with giving information to the Hells Angels, In my book I had told about how a city policeman every morning gave a print out to the head of the local of the Hells Angels
I would like to let people know that if they have a problem with cocaine to seek help, it is never to late. Many of us might have a loved one that has a problem, myself I have a grandson that was in a coma from a car accident. After his recovery which took several months he was hooked on prescription drugs from there he went on to street drugs. He has been on cocaine now for several years and his future does not look good. You can't help someone until they want help.
I hope that people will read my story and realize that a life of crime is not a glamorous existence. I found it to be dangerous and became very paranoid. This life very few retire from, most end up in jail or dead. Cocaine is a very dangerous drug and I have seen a lot of associate die from overdoses. My advice to people is don't even try it or you may become hooked.
