JadeSinOfSloth
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Just hear me out -
To everyone out their who really fucking hates their self and is probably cutting into their arms every single night thinking what have I become and what’s wrong with me why am I such a god damn waste why am I worthless ,fat ,dumb,and a disappointment..hah that’s what I always think whenever I get to the point I wanna end it all where I don’t give a fuck who I leave behind I look at my dad sometimes and thought ‘why did you and mom bring me into this god damn world it’s painful ‘ the bad part is ..he’s the most painful part
My father has been a drunk my whole life I have never seen him sober over a week I love my father but he makes life sick ass for me when i have depression
My mom knows because she caught me outside crying one night my dad yelled at me she looked at me and asked “why are you crying “ I said “i don’t want to talk about it” but a really did and did a few days later and she took me to the doctor I haven’t had many thoughts but through the time I didn’t get help I never once tried killing myself with determination so if you ever pick up a knife or pills or anything that you wanna kill yourself with don’t life gets better so put down that knife if your a cutter and go find someone to talk to and if your looking to kill yourself stop what your doing right now your important go talk to a friend or adult
