💔

please kill me

please don’t fall in love with me.

i don’t feel too good.

it’s all so loud and i think the worst thing is that nobody else can hear it.
          nobody else can hear the mumbling or the chatter.
          i don’t know if the voices i hear are my own anymore.

you’ve been gone for so long and i feel kind of strange.

it hurts so much.

maybe it gets better.

fuck it hurts.

i hope you drank some water today.

Stop letting people treat you like shit because you're scared of having nobody.
          Don't allow negativity in like that.
          Respect yourself and introduce positivity.
          Be your own fucking friend.