Jadefether

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Well shit, I kinda forgot Wattpad was a thing for a while, lots has happened to me but nobody cares cuz nobody reads mah shit on Wattpad. Lol maybe I should write a new story and/or finish some of my others. Or at least work on them. Eh why the fuck not, it's 9:49 and I should probably be doing homework since it's the last day of spring break and I'm failing a couple of classes because that sweet sweet devils lettuce tempts meh every time and I don't get shit done. Haven't been writing, haven't been drawing, haven't been reading, haven't even been watching anime. Fuck. What am I doing with my life. Oh right, rambling on about my thoughts on Wattpad 'cause I have no life even though nobody reads this bs. ✌️

Jadefether

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Well shit, I kinda forgot Wattpad was a thing for a while, lots has happened to me but nobody cares cuz nobody reads mah shit on Wattpad. Lol maybe I should write a new story and/or finish some of my others. Or at least work on them. Eh why the fuck not, it's 9:49 and I should probably be doing homework since it's the last day of spring break and I'm failing a couple of classes because that sweet sweet devils lettuce tempts meh every time and I don't get shit done. Haven't been writing, haven't been drawing, haven't been reading, haven't even been watching anime. Fuck. What am I doing with my life. Oh right, rambling on about my thoughts on Wattpad 'cause I have no life even though nobody reads this bs. ✌️

Jadefether

Okay well yesterday was the worst day of my life. The first thing I got yesterday was I'm pancakes and heartbreak. I cried all day yesterday, and I'd never actually cried over a relationship before. I'm so confused and I don't know what to do. I lived her so much and I want her back so bad but she doesn't want me and it's painful. It's my own fault this happened to me, and I wish I could undo every word of it I would. I want to apologise, I've even written the 1text multiple times but I just can't send it. I feel like she hates me and that's terrible. She was the only thing keeping me going, my mom and step dads violent divorce, and when he left he took all sorts of things from our house including our dog that he would often kick and yell at. Through it all I thought "at least I still have her" and now I don't. I feel like an idiot who needs to die.