Jaegerbombastic03

Lol I finally remembered the password to this account. It’s been like a hella long time since I was on here last lol

Jaegerbombastic03

Guess who just finished having an emotional breakdown at 2am?
          
          This gal
          
          Heh, I'm so not okay right now, but I never am so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
          And I have a math test in like 7 hours that I'm not prepared for. Fun.
          
          Might go to sleep because having emotional breakdowns take up a lot of my energy, which mostly goes towards me crying my eyes out and that always makes me tired and my eyes hurt like hell afterwards so yeah.

Jaegerbombastic03

I really really hate that moment were you suddenly remember a fanfic you read months ago and you remember basically everything that happens in it BUT you can’t remember what the title is or who the author is. 
          
          Because I’ve been having this exact problem for months. I literally have a list of fanfics I’ve read and can remember the plot and characters etc but not what’s it’s called or who wrote it. I actually spent a few hours yesterday trying to find one of them but I’ve had no luck so far. 
          
          All I remember about it is that it’s based in a nuclear apocalypse (or something similar to that, I can’t remember exactly), the two main characters are gay for each other but aren’t together yet, one of them gets separated from the other and finds another group of survivors who save his life from the mutant animals. It has around 7 chapters (I’m not sure if there’s been more chapters uploaded or what. It’s been like a year since I read it) and it’s on Wattpad.
          
          And that’s it. That’s all I remember about it. It’s literally annoying me that I can’t remember anything else.

Jaegerbombastic03

Update on my cake plan
          
          I managed to find the colours I need for the cake but I don’t know how well they will work since they were cheap and last time I used one it ended badly.
          
          Anyways, tomorrow I might buy the cake pans (totally not a pun ) since I didn’t have enough money to but them today.
          
          
          Phase 1 is complete, now onto Phase 2.

Jaegerbombastic03

So I have a VERY stupid idea since it’s Pride Month and I want to bake a cake for my semi homophobic family. It’s gonna look like a normal cake with purple frosting and I might write ‘I’m a pancake’ or something like that idk. Anyways, my family will be confused and then I’ll cut it open and. . . It’s the Pansexual flag!! Since I’m pan.
          
          But there are a few problems. 1) My parents are homophobic. Well, it’s mainly my mum and I’m slightly scared of her.
          
          2) It would take about 4hrs to make and people are always walking in and out of the kitchen and this HAS to be a surprise.
          
          3) I don’t think that this is a problem but my sister is going on a trip for a week so I’ll do it when she comes back. Which is the 22nd.
          
          4) I got in soo much trouble when I came out as bisexual last year in April. My parents were mad, especially my mum. I got given a 3 hour lecture by them about how this is all in my head and that the Internet has confused me but like I’ve always loved girls and boys since I was young, which was way before I had access to the Internet. 
          
          When I told my therapist about it, she said that I just need to give them time to accept me. Well I gave them time, 14 and a half months in fact. And they still won’t accept me. They still have banned me from even mentioning the LGBTQ+ community. And I’m not going to stand for it any longer. I’m going to do this.
          
          So when I do this (and I will) I’ll probably be grounded for the whole summer, get all my stuff taken off of me like last time but for much longer. I’m definitely going to do this. I know the risks but this is something I HAVE to do.
          
          So when it happens, I will most likely not be active on here, Tumblr or anywhere on social media for a long time. But I will try to post the results. So until the 22nd of June I will be giving updates about it. I have it all planned out. 
          
          So stay tuned!

BrookeNotAshley

That sucks that your family can’t accept it. You know, would they be willing to have a family session with your therapist and you could talk about it with them?
            
            Also, I do love the cake idea!
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