JaiMyers4
I’m starting off new. From this point on my past doesn’t matter and I will do better.
JaiMyers4
JaiMyers4
I used to throw coins into fountains and wish to spend the rest of my life with you.
JaiMyers4
COME BACK HOME MAKES MY HEART HURT I'M NOT CRYING YOU ARE
JaiMyers4
4 O'clock by tae and joonie makes me cry so hard I'm so in love.
One day I hope to find someone that makes me feel the way bts does.
ilovekpop123Baekhyun
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Have you stopped trying to kill yourself cause I haven't still trying because I hate my life I hate myself and no cares if I die no one will remember I have been trying to kill my self sense I turned 11 and know I am 13 and still crying myself to sleep still cutting still trying to make myself pretty still to fat to love still trying to die so I can go to the person who only loves me.
ilovekpop123Baekhyun
@ilovekpop123Baekhyun Ok but first of i can't get through it my family doesn't like me I am ugly and that is why I tried to kill myself I am still cutting because I hate myself I wish I could love myself but I cant
ilovekpop123Baekhyun
Have you every tried to kill yourself
JaiMyers4
@ilovekpop123Baekhyun unfortunately yes, I have. I've been hospitalized because of one of the attempts. I'm trying very hard to keep my head up.
JaiMyers4
Sad. Always sad. I don't deserve to exist. Everyone hates me. All I do is bother everyone. I'm such an idiot.
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JaiMyers4
Did some research.
JaiMyers4
One more day
JaiMyers4
I did. I don't regret it. But for the first time, I'm not scared that I don't regret it. I've just accepted this is how things are right now. Manic as usual.