Jai_MEEE

I'm thinking of making a book 

Jai_MEEE

I'm a late 2018 Army and never get the chance to experience the Love Yourself Era but I'm catching up(i'm slow) and starting.to love myself more now,,i'm doing what makes me happy and doesn't give a single fck anyone(sometimes) but there are still that are holding me down like my family who gives me insecurities,me beeing sleep deprived,my habbits that need to stop..
          
          I really want to talk to someone in real life tbh and most of them when i talk to them personaly they laugh it off...
          
          Me and my mom are so awkward now:( when i was younger we would always do fun stuff together virtualy and phsycally is it because of my toxic father that didn't let us contact my mom for months?or something?
          
          Sorry if someone is seeing this..i'm rambling my 2am thoughts