I literally want to end my fucking life right now. I just want my life to be over. I just mess everything up. I don't do anything right. I'm stupid. I just can't do anything anymore.
Happy Birthday Brendon Urie. You are finally 32. You have helped me through so much. You have helped me come out as transgender and pansexual to the people I love. Your music helps me through my depression and anxiety. I just want to say thank you for caring for us as much as you do. Thank you for all the support you give us. Thank you for all the words of wisdom you give. Thank you for being yourself and being the gentleman that you are. Thank you for being one of the nicest people on the planet. Thank you for being so down to earth. Thank you for everything you do. I hope some day I get to thank you in person. I love you and you make me smile everyday. -Sincerely Josh A Helgeson Oh P.S. Today is Fuck yeah Friday. So... FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAH.
Fuck me and my emotions. I can go from really happy and content to really down and depressed in like a second. I hate my emotions. They can shift so much in a matter of millia seconds. What even is emotion like what the fuck. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm also so fucking tired and stressed fuck.
@Jake4531 that's so cool. I started learning BSL last year (British Sign Language). Unfortunately I can't find any really good books that would help. Sorry