i listened to love letters today for the first time and im speechless. i have been a fan of bts since 2015, since i was 10. bts had been my safe place, my comfort, my home for so long and no words nor songs could express how much i am thankful for them. they were with me during my hardest times, when i felt worthless, when i felt like ive had too much, bts was there. ive never been to a bts concert, i admit. ive never bought their albums until 2020(when i started working) and all i could do was listen to their songs and watch their contents. even though they dont even know i exist, they saved me. there were those times in my life that i stood on a rooftop, feeling the urge to just jump. there were times where my thighs and arms were full of cuts to the point i couldnt even sit down. and at those times, bts was there singing about loving myself/yourself. and now, bts is not my ult anymore but they are still special to me, infact will always be special. bts saved me.