JamesMadison-sneeze-

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When ur bf is scheduled for 9 and you're scheduled for 10:30 but u share a car so ur just
          	
          	Sitting in the lobby checking ur fucking wattpad at work waiting for someone to tell u to clock in to help

JamesMadison-sneeze-

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hey uh
          
          anyone out there?
          
          anyone who uh, maybe read my squip book back in the day?
          
          I am 21 goddamn years old, im in college, im a year and a half on t, I have a fucking job, and I'm thriving all things considered
          
          and i may or may not be in the process of uh. rewriting it. for Ao3
          It's not published or anything, its still in the baby stages of being redrafted, but something to look for i guess? I'll be back if i ever do publish it with the link and my Ao3
          
          only catch is that I reread it all this past month and realized that the whole thing was an overcomplicated and unintentional trans allegory. Like everything I was dealing with during that time was somehow written into that series, so I'm reworking it with a transmasc reader character. that will likely be the only version of the book that exists, so im truly sorry if you wanna revisit it but that's not your thing. its just a little . . . i dunno. im getting closure maybe, working through some things, figuring shit out, indulging.
          
          so anyway woohoo yippee ill be back soon if i ever write chapter 1
          
          if im feeling sexy i might republish the original on here, but i uh
          i kinda hate the how bad the first two books were despite the special place in my heart they have lmao so we'll see
          
          <3 hope yall are in a much better place than i was when i wrote that shit, i know i am

Acg_Xui

I’m also super glad that you are doing super better and have things working out for ya! Super proud of you <3
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Acg_Xui

Bro, the squip book was my life! Like, I said you were my bro back then, and you still are. Haven’t forgotten about you, nor about the book and the amount of times it would hit me because I loved it so much. Like actually would lay in bed reading it until I fell asleep. In a way, it’s kinda like a part of mah life, yknow?
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Vicky_g7

heyy james, I don't know if u remember me. I used to read your squip x y/n book. Had a cat pfp. It's been soo long. Just hope ur doing well! <3

JamesMadison-sneeze-

@Vicky_g7 omfg i just opened wattpad to like
            
            make a cheeky announcement
            
            but yeah ur user is super familiar omg, cant say i remember which reader u were cause there's a handful i have vague memories of, but for certain i remember ur name :D
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Acg_Xui

I  genuinely will miss the BMC book. Holds a special place in my heart. I respect your decision (even though I am extremely late to the news cause I haven’t opened Wattpad in so long-) I hope you’re doing good! Take care of yourself!!

JamesMadison-sneeze-

@Acg_Xui i appreciate it <3 extremely late to this message cause i havent been on wattpad since apparenlty january 4 when i posted an announcement??
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JamesMadison-sneeze-

god, i logged in to like double check something, like someones username was familiar, and i had a physical reaction to opening the site. bro this place is curse i was in such a bad place when i was on here. if any of yall are still around i hope youre doing much better than i was <3