I don't usually do this but.. I want to talk about a girl. She has terrible luck with relationships and friendships, her dad committed suicide before she even knew what death meant and she had autism.. Her two secondary schools kicked her out because although she was unusually clever she also had a lot of anxieties and they couldn't be bothered to deal with her. She had an abusive boyfriend who would make her feel weak and pathetic, make her think she was going insane and hearing things but it was all part of a plan. Eventually he become aggressive and violent.. And sexually abusive.. She finally got away from him after a year and a half but the damage was done.. She was ready to give up on everything but a kind stranger she met online made her feel.. Happy? Eventually they started talking and the two girls knew the distance would be hard from england to america but they loved each other. Next Monday is their 1st year anniversary and although people try to tear them apart, they won't ever give up on each other. This is my life, and how a girl named Nicole made everything worth while. I love you baby xx
