Whenever I finished the first draft of any pieces of writing whether that be a story, an essay etc, I felt like it's the best thing I ever have written in my whole life, so good that I have to post it on the internet or bragged about it to your friends/family. A couple of weeks later you somehow stumbled upon your first draft of whatever it was you're writing and realized how s**tty it was. Then your mind went back to that day you started writing whatever it was before you asked yourself, "What is wrong with me"? Does that happen to you as well, or is it just me?