JanaaJosephinaa

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Having an huge anxiety attack right now.
          I need to speak to my boss tomorrow about seeing the medical officer, what I’ve been asking for months now. 
          My shoulder is been bothering me since June 2018, I’ve been to doctors, hospitals, physiotherapists and what not more. They never couldn’t find anything, so right now I’m going to rehabilitation. I’ve had my first meeting today, and he says that I need to see the medical officer. Because I need to focus on my rehabilitation, and I need to work less. 
          My whole social/private life suffers under the chronicle pain of my shoulder, but I still work for 100%. 
          My boss doesn’t want me to go to the medical officer, for reasons god knows why. I’m so fuckîng scared, how he will react. I have the feeling he doesn’t take me seriously, I need to work at 07:00 and it’s currently 23:38 and I need to sleep. But it keeps me up and I hate it. 
          
          I want to be “better” in the way I hopefully can be better, I’ve been crying all day. But I’m so scared right now 

Don’t you hate the feeling; that you’re feeling so much you’re about to burst. But you don’t know where to start, you don’t know how to explain yourself. I don’t want to feel like this, I’ve been feeling so good lately. And then right now, I feel like shît. I feel like crying my eyes out, I feel so fûcking depressed right now. 
          
          
          

Happy new year everyone!  hope you all had the best evening with the ones you love. 
          And I wish you all the best for 2019! 

That’s okay! It’s a shame that you don’t have more votes, it’s an amazing story! Can’t wait how it develops 

Thanks for all the voting you have been doing on His,Hers, Ours!!!!! Xoxoxox

Hey there!
          
          Thank you so much for all the support on 'Vindicta'. Hope you're enjoying reading it! ❤

Hello fellow Gryffindor! 
          
          I'm so caught by your bio, it's just exactly what I feel like about this world. It's a really scaring place. Better stay at Hogwarts!
          
          Love xx