Hey guys, I got some sad news… unfortunately I don’t see myself writing either that much or at all anymore. Idk, I’ve tried for years now trying to keep writing but everyday I just lose more and more passion for it. I’ve tried different ways to continue storytelling, but whatever method I use, it’s either I give up on it or no one cares about it or likes it. Even with my fanfics, I’ve lost so much motivation to keep putting out new chapters, which is why I don’t update for months at a time. I just don’t have the passion nor motivation.
I just feel as though all my stories suck. Especially my original stories and I honestly don’t ever see them succeeding. Whenever I post anything on TikTok or YouTube, it’ll get views, but no one likes it or comments. I just feel so tired of trying to get my stories on the map like it’s too draining. I rewrote so many books and it’s just not landing so I need to stop.
People don’t like sweet romances, plus size characters, and interracial. All they want is smut, smut, and more smut. That’s fine for fanfics, but I really hate it in original stories but that’s the only way books get popular these days. Even in TEENAGE stories! Like everything has become so perverse and it disgusts me. Tired of seeing it in shows and movies especially. I have my book posted on my other account but I’m thinking of just deleting it. Tired of writing for so many hours a day and having it amount to nothing. What does this mean for my fanfics tho? Idk. It might be over but if it is, I’ll write a long summary of what happens in rest of book…