Jane

I've been a team leader for the past a year—shout out to my teammates for going through hell with me. Today, that hard work is rewarded. I just got an award for being one of the most excellent consultants in the SEA region, and my team is apparently awarded as the best team all across a hundred offices in the SEA. 
          
          I know this is supposed to be posted in LinkedIn, but I just wanna share what keeps me occupied lately. I'm doing slow writing right now, maybe because I'm not reading as much as before. I'll take a step back after achieving all of those—will have time to heal while writing and managing my life for a better me. Well, it's kinda crazy that we truly grow up together ya.

kakk aku kangen bgt update an kamuu semoga kamu dalam keadaan baik-baik yaaa!!

Heyaaa love how are you? I miss Jaehyun a bunch setelah lihat berita Daehoon itu astaga :')

A 17 years old kid asked my name shyly. But it didn't stop there, I was being asked out by a female senior high school for simply standing and existing. She was a nice person. Although I have to say I'm too old for you, girl.

Guys, sorry for not posting anything for months. I'm thinking about resigning and going travelling with my whole family to make myself sane. Gotta admit that I hate winter more than anything, but I kinda miss the fresh weather of northern sides after breathing only polluted air here. 
          
          I handled a few clients who came from a bit of unexpected backgrounds (like people who are really close with our current elites, etc). I'm questioning my morals more than anything despite I'm just doing my job as a consultant. I enjoy reading and doing academics, not some serious stuff that holds the air on my throat. I'm thinking about marriage as well, but let's see how things work in this department. LoL
          
          I miss engaging in a cute conversation with each one of you. Thanks for following me, and I'll share a new story once I'm retiring for good and get serious on my personal life more. HAHAHA

I got an award for being one of the best employees in my office throughout all branches in Indonesia. I've been the ambassador for the SEA region for the past 1,5 years, being the team leader, and carried my office to be the number 3rd most profitable branch in Indonesia.
          
          My boss in 'Pusat' praised me for how effective and convenient I work; yet my manager told everyone I'm the epitome of 'rebel' because I don't follow his pattern. This is a prime example that haters will always find a way to drag you down. But that's quite okay because you don't live from their judgement.

The story between this client and me could possibly develop into a very Wattpad like plot, because what do you mean he picked me up at work and offer to send his driver to drive to my parents house? For two and half hours? He also bought me pastry on Wednesday (plus other foods that make me question too many things at once).
          
          Kayak... apa ini?

I have this one client who would pick me out from my office, pick me out from my home, and send his driver or he himself who drove me back home for the sake of working purposes.
          
          I called my co-worker at the end because ny social battery just ran out. Like, I do understand you treated me for lunch and dinner, but bro we aren't that close, so I don't actually need to be introduced to your whole family because it makes them to understand me too much now! :')
          
          "He's my nephew. Hei, please say hi to Aunty Jane." Or, "Jane, this is my cousin." I don't freaking care, please. 
          
          Sumpah, bertahan hidup di kota besar gini banget ya. Dikirinya gue lagi jalan berdua sama sugar daddy Ya Tuhan.

I think there's nothing worse than a very close friendship that gets drifted apart. One day, we just woke up and decided not to reach out to each other. One day, I just become too tired to chase. One day, I just let it sink because I don't wanna drown for a million times.
          
          I have a severe attachment issue. I deal with it slowly. My circle has gotten very small. It's only me, my two sisters, and a friend from high school. I no longer tell friends from uni about good news or bad news that happened in my life because I find it useless. I am just happy because they finally find their own partners—maybe that's also things that drift us apart. 
          
          While I will put my friends high still, even when I have a partner, they put me less. Nothing's wrong with that. We just have different styles and perceptions. However, unfortunately, this specific difference just doesn't work. Therefore, I decided not to hold too tight because I found my hands bleed too much. It will happen because we are growing up. It will happen because we can't stay forever on somebody's life. Unless you're their soul mate. Unless you're their family.
          
          I am unable to write another new chapter that can showcase my positive side. As for now, at least. But thank you for those who are still reading my stories. I really appreciate it. I'll see you again later.

Guys in case you haven't read the newest version of Adore You yaaa:
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/364038837?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading