hi crushie <3

does this ever get better like fuck im trying

just how tf did i end up like this

i wanna disappear for a while, like maybe have a new name, a new identity, someone that isnt putting up with the pressure im getting every single day. i just wanna exist without having the burden of what tomorrow gonna brings. bcos honestly im so jaded with my own life, this shits got to stop being so unbearable. i wanna be fucking happy and i want it to be constant.

you know today ive realized and have come to terms that, i really have no one lol

i feel so jaded, everything seems so demotivating

does it ever get better lol