"On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I've always been?
'Cause I'm tap, tap, tapping on the glass
I'm waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I'm watch, watch, watching people pass
I'm waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?"

~Dear Evan Hansen 

There's a girl in the corner, with tear stains on her eyes. From the things she's been through. And the things her soul tries to hide. She's a helpless soul in the dark. Her music is her escape from reality. But no one seems to notice. Cuz she's too good at hiding it all. She's not who she once was. Who would sense all her lies. She's not who she once was. 

~me 

I'm just your average nerd, musicals are my fav, and books are my home. Music is my escape from reality. If you stay you're automatically my good friend. Those who leave I never knew. But those who say I really appreciate. 

I am not throwing away my shot.