@Janey241 My heart goes out to u❤ T_T
my own mum tried it a couple of times the first one when I was 3 and right in front of me.
I know ppl are in a really bad place when they do these things. I know that dark place too well. But giving up is never an option.
If any of u are in this situation, think abt the lives u destroy by doing thid. Ur not just taking urself down but many others with u. Even if u think no one cares, there's always someone who cares. And do u want to be the cause of someone else giving up perhaps too, bc they can't bare the pain? Try and hold on to this.
And seek help where ever u can.