JanieHellion

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Creative Frustration Incoming! Warning: Rant Ahead
          	
          	It really is just a Vent Post—Don't Mind Me
          	
          	I don’t know what’s happening with my writing lately, but I hate it. Seriously. I can’t even look at a single sentence without wanting to throw my laptop out the window. I can’t even read a sentence without cringing and being frustrated.
          	
          	English isn’t even my first language, so I feel like I’m always fighting with it, and it’s annoying. I can’t even proofread my drafts without getting angry at myself.
          	
          	I literally published an adult content book in my own language some years ago. It was something I was proud of seeing in bookstores. But now I feel like a fucking fraud because I can’t even get a damn paragraph out without second-guessing everything.
          	
          	I deleted every fic I’ve written since 2018 because I thought, ‘Okay, maybe if I start over again, I’ll do better.’ But no. Here I am. So much for progress. I hate this. Or maybe I’m just in the wrong fandom.
          	
          	Like, I’m literally the only one who gets in the way of my own writing, and I’m pissed about it. It's exhausting, and I'm so close to deleting everything all over again.
          	
          	I needed to get that off my chest, so just ignore this post. Thanks.

JanieHellion

@cigarettesafterlana Question regarding your request: Do you want the reader to be female, male, gender neutral, trans, or... Whatever you want, I just want to make sure!
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beebeekenz

Hi can you do a Shane Walsh x fem reader? With Smut, angst, domination, praise kink, mirror sex, manhandling, possessiveness/ obsession, breeding. Something along those lines?? 

beebeekenz

@JanieHellion I have!! I’ve read it multiple times! I’m waiting for another Shane one!! 
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JanieHellion

@ beebeekenz  Have you already read the one I wrote with him?
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JanieHellion

this message may be offensive
Creative Frustration Incoming! Warning: Rant Ahead
          
          It really is just a Vent Post—Don't Mind Me
          
          I don’t know what’s happening with my writing lately, but I hate it. Seriously. I can’t even look at a single sentence without wanting to throw my laptop out the window. I can’t even read a sentence without cringing and being frustrated.
          
          English isn’t even my first language, so I feel like I’m always fighting with it, and it’s annoying. I can’t even proofread my drafts without getting angry at myself.
          
          I literally published an adult content book in my own language some years ago. It was something I was proud of seeing in bookstores. But now I feel like a fucking fraud because I can’t even get a damn paragraph out without second-guessing everything.
          
          I deleted every fic I’ve written since 2018 because I thought, ‘Okay, maybe if I start over again, I’ll do better.’ But no. Here I am. So much for progress. I hate this. Or maybe I’m just in the wrong fandom.
          
          Like, I’m literally the only one who gets in the way of my own writing, and I’m pissed about it. It's exhausting, and I'm so close to deleting everything all over again.
          
          I needed to get that off my chest, so just ignore this post. Thanks.

JanieHellion

@cigarettesafterlana Question regarding your request: Do you want the reader to be female, male, gender neutral, trans, or... Whatever you want, I just want to make sure!
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JanieHellion

Some of you might have noticed that I unpublished my fanfiction stories, from Daryl Dixon to Tom Ellis and Norman Reedus. Don’t worry—I’m not deleting them. I’ve been reflecting on those stories and decided it’s time to revisit them. I plan to re-write them, update the titles and covers, and make overall improvements.
          
          About a year ago, I had the incredible experience of publishing my first real book, and it was amazing to see people buying it from bookstores and online! This journey began here on Wattpad, and it’s incredible to look back and see how far it’s taken me.
          
          I still have a passion for writing fanfiction and would love to dive back into writing for fandoms like TWD, Lucifer, Star Trek, GTA V, and more. Whether it’s one-shots or series, I want to explore these worlds again. I also write kinky books in real life, so there’s that too! Just saying...
          
          For now, my focus will be on improving the books I unpublished on Wattpad before I re-publish them. Please bear with me if there are any grammatical errors; my real published book is in German, not English, so I apologize for any mistakes I will make.
          
          If any of you who followed me or enjoyed my stories in the past or maybe even now have requests—whether for an OC or a x-reader scenario—please let me know! I would love to write for these fandoms again, even after all these years.
          
          But first, I’ll be working on improving my current books.
          
          Thank you for your patience and support!
          —Janie Hellion