Janiebugparks

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People Pleaser
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          You asked a favor
          It was a one-time thing
          I did it, but then you,
          Asked for another and another 
          ....................................................
          I kept saying yes
          Until I physically could not anymore 
          That's when you got angry,
          That's when you left me
          ........................................
          I tried so hard
          I gave you everything I had
          Then you left me alone, 
          Left me to people please for everyone,
          Cause I was scared they would leave me, too
          Just like you did because I didn't do enough
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Tired
          .............
          It's in my bones
          It's in my head, heart, everywhere
          But no matter how hard I try,
          Sleep is just out of my reach
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          Exhaustion it's not just physical anymore,
          It's emotional, too
          I get so lost sometimes 
          I don't know what to do 
          .......................................
          My mind won't sleep
          It just keeps running
          It just keeps going
          Leaving me real tired

Only 18
          ..............
          I'm just a kid
          A lost, lonely kid
          I didn't understand, but
          I guess you didn't either
          ........................................
          Cause once upon a time,
          You were just a kid.
          A kid who tried really hard,
          But it was never enough
          .........................................
          They tell you at 18, you're an adult,
          But I don't feel like one.
          I feel like I'm only 18
          Like, I'm still just a lost, lonely kid
          .......................................................
          
          Sincerely an author and a reader who occasionally tries to write poetry. 

Don't say you love me
          ............ ............... .........
          Don't say it. We both know it's a lie.
          Don't pretend everything's fine.
          Don't you dare load that gun after everything you've done........................
          ...................
          
          Please stop. I know you're lying.
          You're shooting blanks full lies.
          Everyone knows, but you...........
          .........................................
          
          Your words are lies, your tears are lies. 
          Everything is a lie, so don't say you love me cause I know the truth.............................
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          Figured I would share.
          Sincerely an author and a reader.
          
          

Happy mothers day.

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