Janiebugparks

I am my fathers daughter
          I am my mothers grace
          I am my sister protector
          I am my kingdoms only hope
          I never wanted to be queen until he came along. A man with eyes like oceans and hair so dark it looks like it was dyed with coal. Skin is so clear and white it looks like porcelain.  
          He came out of a dream that could never be mine. 
          For i am the queens General, and the Queens General does not fall in love with the concubines she protects.
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Fresh ideas are coming. New stories, ones that will actually be finished. If you like what I have now, just you wait. See you soon, my bookish peeps

People Pleaser
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          You asked a favor
          It was a one-time thing
          I did it, but then you,
          Asked for another and another 
          ....................................................
          I kept saying yes
          Until I physically could not anymore 
          That's when you got angry,
          That's when you left me
          ........................................
          I tried so hard
          I gave you everything I had
          Then you left me alone, 
          Left me to people please for everyone,
          Cause I was scared they would leave me, too
          Just like you did because I didn't do enough
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Tired
          .............
          It's in my bones
          It's in my head, heart, everywhere
          But no matter how hard I try,
          Sleep is just out of my reach
          ...............................................
          Exhaustion it's not just physical anymore,
          It's emotional, too
          I get so lost sometimes 
          I don't know what to do 
          .......................................
          My mind won't sleep
          It just keeps running
          It just keeps going
          Leaving me real tired

Only 18
          ..............
          I'm just a kid
          A lost, lonely kid
          I didn't understand, but
          I guess you didn't either
          ........................................
          Cause once upon a time,
          You were just a kid.
          A kid who tried really hard,
          But it was never enough
          .........................................
          They tell you at 18, you're an adult,
          But I don't feel like one.
          I feel like I'm only 18
          Like, I'm still just a lost, lonely kid
          .......................................................
          
          Sincerely an author and a reader who occasionally tries to write poetry. 

Don't say you love me
          ............ ............... .........
          Don't say it. We both know it's a lie.
          Don't pretend everything's fine.
          Don't you dare load that gun after everything you've done........................
          ...................
          
          Please stop. I know you're lying.
          You're shooting blanks full lies.
          Everyone knows, but you...........
          .........................................
          
          Your words are lies, your tears are lies. 
          Everything is a lie, so don't say you love me cause I know the truth.............................
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          Figured I would share.
          Sincerely an author and a reader.
          
          

Happy mothers day.

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Hi

thanks for the follow