sad_snek_Janus
Hello!! I was wondering if you were still using this account?
Janus_Sanders
Janus_Sanders
uh nevermind im staying but im gonna be less active, anyways drink alcohol kids (/hj)
Janus_Sanders
HEY IM MOVING BYE IM PROBS NOT GONNA USE THIS IM USING AO3 SO UM MY USER IS "Demians_Fanfics" IF YOU HAVE AO3 JUST FOLLOW ME..
I might post some fanfics but I'm gonna post more fanfics on AO3 so yeah.
Janus_Sanders
My sister really shouldn't have given me wine. Wine is now one of my ways to get away from the pain :'D welp //I'm gonna die now// (/hj)
MainGamedoesthings
@Janus_Sanders look, if you ever want to talk about anything, then I'm here. It's okay to not be okay, dude.
Janus_Sanders
@MainGamedoesthings Oh yes I am totallllyyy fine, totally, totally yes I am really fine I was doing soooo well (/s) :')
Janus_Sanders
NHMMM I WANT A CG BUT I TOO SCAEED PEOPLE BAD I NO GOOD I WAnt GOOD GOOD GOOD cg pls why.. my online dada don know and no help I don know what I do I wanna cg good cg but what 0if I too bad I too stupid I bad? I no bad! NAD BAD BA NO NO JONKO NOOOOO NO I want giod good..
MainGamedoesthings
@Janus_Sanders im a dad friend so i could be a cg i think,,, if anyone needs one :))
Janus_Sanders
Hey I’m back and even more depressed
MainGamedoesthings
@Janus_Sanders Okay, but remember to take care of yourself and not to drink to much! Repression is a no no and there are always better ways to cope. Try catching up on a new show or reading a book. In the meantime tho,,, *gives you some fine wine and some cheese to go with it* Here ya go! Enjoy yourself
Janus_Sanders
I’m alive bitches.
Janus_Sanders
@Tallanted1 Bruises and kisses (1) silent apologies (2), *not* deceits diary (1) Janus's diary, the sequel (2) those are the only ones you have to read in order and so sorry, I haven't been online on Wattpad for personal reasons.
Janus_Sanders
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oh shit, I just noticed something- so uh, warning this will be talking about rape!!
anyhow, so I've been raped (I'm not getting into details just hear me out) I'll be calling him CP. CP used to give me money, usually twenty bucks and you know, he did shit. The more I think about it the more it seems like he's saying "So if i give you money then touch you it's okay!" and as well as "your body is only worth twenty dollars lmao!! " And mind you he's like 40 or 50 something and I was like, ten. And I'm also going to court at the end of august so wish me luck- I have social anxiety.
Anyhow yeah, I'm annoyed and feel like shit, time for my fucking intrusive thoughts to go "iT's yOur fAulT" "yOu sHoUld jUst diE" "fUckiNg slUt" I hate my thoughts, they are like fucking leeches. Ughhhhr3ihu3riu3rcibyuefc3ri
Okay now I want fucking bobaaaaaa peach teaaaaaaaaaqe1xiu2exihue2dh ;-; my Asian side is kicking up again- oh well-
yeah, that's all. Kill me.
exhaustedauthor16
@Janus_Sanders Dude.. you good? He should rot in jail. This is in no way your fault. I hope that all went well
ADamDovah3094
@Janus_Sanders Well I hope he gets to rot in jail. I have a friend who is in a similar situation as you and from my experience he doesn't like pity and from your previous comments i will deduct you don't either. But know that you have my full support.
Parental_Ollie
@Janus_Sanders I was gonna say you should sue- but you said your already going to court so uhm I dont know court stuff but jail them
Janus_Sanders
I’m gonna sleeppp so is I don’t reply. I’m sleeping. Also what’s up with everyone slapping where I got a shot. TwT