JaphetGargar

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My life is a shitty one.
          	
          	Sure, my family is in the middle class and can sustain our needs just fine, but when it comes to raising a child, my parents seemed… lacking.
          	
          	To be honest, I can’t be considered a kind person. I am selfish, stubborn, lazy, and I only think for myself. Maybe they have a point, maybe they don’t, but it has come to the point that they won’t stop questioning my life choices.
          	
          	Every. Single. One.
          	
          	All for the sake of “instilling discipline” unto me, my ass.
          	
          	I’m a simple-minded person with the goal of living my life as content as possible, and die without any regrets. I have looked for anything that makes me happy and contend, and it is reading and writing stories.
          	
          	My ideals clash with my parents', and it's the cause of our conflict of interests.
          	It's funny, though. Mutual understanding comes first before respect. You normally don't pay respects to those that misunderstand you, right?
          	
          	They don't know me as much as they assumed, but only because I am not opening up to them.
          	
          	However, my reason not to open up is because they refuse to listen to reason and often thinks that they know better, just because they're older than I am.
          	
          	Our ideals are as different as night and day, and both sides are just too stubborn to come up to a resolution.
          	
          	And so, I am contemplating whether I should let the dam spill and confess, or keep it to myself.
          	
          	If it's the former, I'll be getting an earful of bullshits I'd rather not hear, and things might just get worse for me.
          	
          	If it's the latter, things will remain as they are.
          	
          	Fuck it all. Everyone has a breaking point, and I'm slowly reaching mine. It's only a matter of time before I finally snap and someone gets hurt.
          	
          	And now, I'm beginning to lose my motivation to read and write because of barely-restrained anger.
          	
          	I’m writing this because I needed to vent out and ask for some advice.

_YuriAddicted_

@ JaphetGargar  "I'll be supporting you from the shadows" is what I'd like to say, but if you need some help you can just contact me, YuriAddicted#6908 (my discord account), I'm not that good at writing but I can give you some moral support
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JaphetGargar

@_YuriAddicted_ 
          	  Ah, you've read my rant. That was months ago, and I've been better. I still get problems from time to time, but I'll manage.
          	  
          	  However, my motivation to write has been largely lost. I've been trying to write a chapter for my fanfics, but I always trash them afterwards because I just can't seem to get it right, anymore.
          	  
          	  I still haven't given up, though.
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_YuriAddicted_

@ JaphetGargar  hey, you alright?
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JaphetGargar

this message may be offensive 
My life is a shitty one.
          
          Sure, my family is in the middle class and can sustain our needs just fine, but when it comes to raising a child, my parents seemed… lacking.
          
          To be honest, I can’t be considered a kind person. I am selfish, stubborn, lazy, and I only think for myself. Maybe they have a point, maybe they don’t, but it has come to the point that they won’t stop questioning my life choices.
          
          Every. Single. One.
          
          All for the sake of “instilling discipline” unto me, my ass.
          
          I’m a simple-minded person with the goal of living my life as content as possible, and die without any regrets. I have looked for anything that makes me happy and contend, and it is reading and writing stories.
          
          My ideals clash with my parents', and it's the cause of our conflict of interests.
          It's funny, though. Mutual understanding comes first before respect. You normally don't pay respects to those that misunderstand you, right?
          
          They don't know me as much as they assumed, but only because I am not opening up to them.
          
          However, my reason not to open up is because they refuse to listen to reason and often thinks that they know better, just because they're older than I am.
          
          Our ideals are as different as night and day, and both sides are just too stubborn to come up to a resolution.
          
          And so, I am contemplating whether I should let the dam spill and confess, or keep it to myself.
          
          If it's the former, I'll be getting an earful of bullshits I'd rather not hear, and things might just get worse for me.
          
          If it's the latter, things will remain as they are.
          
          Fuck it all. Everyone has a breaking point, and I'm slowly reaching mine. It's only a matter of time before I finally snap and someone gets hurt.
          
          And now, I'm beginning to lose my motivation to read and write because of barely-restrained anger.
          
          I’m writing this because I needed to vent out and ask for some advice.

_YuriAddicted_

@ JaphetGargar  "I'll be supporting you from the shadows" is what I'd like to say, but if you need some help you can just contact me, YuriAddicted#6908 (my discord account), I'm not that good at writing but I can give you some moral support
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JaphetGargar

@_YuriAddicted_ 
            Ah, you've read my rant. That was months ago, and I've been better. I still get problems from time to time, but I'll manage.
            
            However, my motivation to write has been largely lost. I've been trying to write a chapter for my fanfics, but I always trash them afterwards because I just can't seem to get it right, anymore.
            
            I still haven't given up, though.
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_YuriAddicted_

@ JaphetGargar  hey, you alright?
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