Jazzy

You’re joking. You’re actually joking. You have to be genuinely joking. WHAT. THE. FU—
          
          It was the three year old. THE THREE YEAR OLD. I can’t. I really can’t. 
          
          I kid you not when I tell you that that little girl was the sweetest, smartest, sassiest baby I know. 
          
          And now she’s gone.
          
          Fuck ts. I genuinely can’t. She got into an accident but I wasn’t told what kind. 
          
           I genuinely want to scream so bad I can’t even lie.

I genuinely can’t make this up I’m sobbing. 
          
          I was literally just told that one of my cousins babies died. My dad left earlier with my sister and her friend who’s staying over and just came back to tell me. He said they, and I quote, “died in a horrible way” and won’t tell me who. 
          I cannot do this rn because I genuinely love those kids with my heart and I have no idea who it was. The oldest is seven and the youngest is a literal newborn. Barely even an infant. My sister is with my cousin right now consoling her and I’m supposed to watch my other siblings without telling them anything. My baby sister is sick and I’m just supposed to hold the house together acting like it’s fine? 
          
          My other siblings are sleeping, mind you it’s two am rn, and I’m just trying to hold myself together.
          
          I can’t. I genuinely can’t.

UHMM, HAS ANYONE ELSE SEEN APOLLOS ACTOR?!! DAMNNNN.
          
          Also Pjo digital footprint really do be growing 
          
          And Thalia was SOO right when she called him hot. Like DAMN. Who to simp for??? Him or Charlie???

I am so glad my half brother went to military training whatever because now when he comes back I can ask him if it’s worth the cash. 
          If he says it isn’t then I’ll either become a masseuse 
          (Im already hella awesome at it. I’ll just start charging) 
          or go full streamer.

I literally just watched the trailer for the third season of Euphoria and tell me why ts is a whole nother show? 
          Like I don’t even think it’s the same genre anymore.
          Tell me how we went from high school drama about who did what to who to a freaking mafia boss or whatever that is 

On the first day of valentine’s my true love gave to meeee
          
          Abso freaking lutely nothing!!!
          
          
          
          I have no one to give my love to so happy valentines you all!!! 
          
          Now excuse me as I watch rom-coms while eating a tub of ice cream ✌️

I’m gonna throw up. 
          
          Apparently my sister (the same one who told a random guy I liked him) told her friends about my actual crush and  they have big mouths so apparently it got spread all the way to him. 
          
          Just kill me. Please.

My WiFi turned off and I’m just counting the days until my data’s off too.
          
          Anyways, anyone else have banger connection everywhere EXCEPT their own home? 
          
          Sighhh…

IM SO EXCITED YET SCARED SHITLESS!!!
          IM GONNA FREAKING BLEACH MY HAIR!!
          
          I’m getting freaking highlights (yes I’m just edgy like that) and my MOM is doing it and I’m scared asf.
          
          She won’t let me cut my long ass hair but is okay with potentially damaging it for life? Don’t ask me how that works.
          
          Ughh I’m so scared that she might damage my hair or that it’ll look like someone cracked an egg on my head but I’m also so excited to change this virgin ass hair!!

“But I can’t kill it! It’s a living thing!”
          “But the Bible says it’s evil!”
          “That’s actually snakes.”
          “Oh…”
          
          *long ass pause*
          
          “I mean, just look at it. You can’t tell me that thing does not look demonic to you.”
          “Girl—“
          
          Real conversation I had with my little sister after finding a spider in our room. She be saying anything to kill that thing.