....i don't know? I don't kniw what's going on with my life. Everyone is just messed up right now. Everything is just messed up right now. I need help. And i know that. I can't get help. But every time i get it, something just ruins it. I freaking make people cry coz they get worried about me! This is why i don't freaking want to tell anyone anything. Now don't turn around and say to me, “but ur getting help!” coz am not. Am really not. Coz every time i say something, my brain has to turn around and push me to tears. I don't want people to cry about me. I finally got help. Yesterday. But now that person continuously worries about me. They've been crying about me. Coz something happened to me yesterday. And i don't freaking know what to do anymore. Please don't respond to this. Just leave a '❤' if u care about me. Sorry for the rant i had to. ☹ x -Jazzi A