Jasmineblue1

Everybody has insecurities, but the way I see it you can either run away and never see the light of day again, never be happy, never believe in yourself or you can face it. You can conceal the blemishes on your face but you can't conceal your feelings. Can't hide them from the eyes of people that except you and love you. 
          	
          	Sometime I wish I was a costume, I could unzip my skin and change into something else. A costume beautiful and perfect, I'd never hate myself again. But eventually I would, I would see the skin I had before walking down the street and I'd wish I looked like her again. 
          	
          	You should love yourself the way you want them to love you. The way others would love to be you. But you would never know that, because you hide yourself behind closed doors. 
          	
          	I think you want someone to love you for you? Am I right? But how can you do that when you can't love yourself? No more questioning your worth of beauty. Sure it's nice to recognise another's beauty, but don't question your own beauty. Don't forget that people recognise your beauty even though you cannot. 
          	
          	A few years ago I lost my identity and chose to be someone else, not me. I wouldn't speak to people, I was shy, I thought I wasn't worth the time.  
          	
          	No more self doubt and no more mirror judgments, don't fall asleep at night believing you hate yourself and no one cares. You should fall asleep at night thinking 'I am so beautiful'. You should smile because it looks gorgeous on you. Your the only who can choose who you want to be. Not your parents, friends and the internet. No more standing in your own way, break down that wall and wipe those tears out of you eyes and see just how pretty the other side of you is? 
          	
          	Xx

Jasmineblue1

@whitetiger342 Yeah I understand. AND HAPPY NEW YEAR ❤️❤️
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whitetiger342

Oh and @Jasmineblue1 HAPPY NEW YEAR 
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Jasmineblue1

Everybody has insecurities, but the way I see it you can either run away and never see the light of day again, never be happy, never believe in yourself or you can face it. You can conceal the blemishes on your face but you can't conceal your feelings. Can't hide them from the eyes of people that except you and love you. 
          
          Sometime I wish I was a costume, I could unzip my skin and change into something else. A costume beautiful and perfect, I'd never hate myself again. But eventually I would, I would see the skin I had before walking down the street and I'd wish I looked like her again. 
          
          You should love yourself the way you want them to love you. The way others would love to be you. But you would never know that, because you hide yourself behind closed doors. 
          
          I think you want someone to love you for you? Am I right? But how can you do that when you can't love yourself? No more questioning your worth of beauty. Sure it's nice to recognise another's beauty, but don't question your own beauty. Don't forget that people recognise your beauty even though you cannot. 
          
          A few years ago I lost my identity and chose to be someone else, not me. I wouldn't speak to people, I was shy, I thought I wasn't worth the time.  
          
          No more self doubt and no more mirror judgments, don't fall asleep at night believing you hate yourself and no one cares. You should fall asleep at night thinking 'I am so beautiful'. You should smile because it looks gorgeous on you. Your the only who can choose who you want to be. Not your parents, friends and the internet. No more standing in your own way, break down that wall and wipe those tears out of you eyes and see just how pretty the other side of you is? 
          
          Xx

Jasmineblue1

@whitetiger342 Yeah I understand. AND HAPPY NEW YEAR ❤️❤️
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whitetiger342

Oh and @Jasmineblue1 HAPPY NEW YEAR 
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Jasmineblue1

You know when people say
           "I love you no matter what" 
          Well would you love me if I was bisexual, depressed, had panic attacks often, hates everything about myself and is normally a pain in the butt!? I think not! 
          
          Would you love me if u saw what lay under my oversized shirt. Would you love me if you saw the scars on my skin. Would you be able to watch me not be able to breathe because I was having a panic attack being outside. Would you be able to stand the hate I have for myself. And even though I seem happy I'm actually dying on  the inside because that little voice called depression was telling me you should die.
          
          Most people would say yes, but on the inside you would hate to be around someone like me. 
          
          I'm better now but how about in the future. Could it come back. Who knows. 
          
          So do you actually love me no matter what?