Thank you for your kind words but honestly I've already accepted my faith and just went along with the flow. I'm already at a point where I let everyone else choose for me because everything has meaning but it is meaningless, as I live forward I shall welcome the suffering of living despite wanting to live no more. But even so, I thank you again for your considerate words I really appreciate it. But this is just how it is, I'll open my arm to both the forever suffering of life and the unknown of the afterlife.( ◜‿◝ )♡
