Evelyn

How can one even come back to such an account. It's filthy here. I can't clean this up. I don't even have fond memories, just cringe ones. 
          
          Being in this app from the ages of 13-16 really fucked me up for a while. Holy shit.

It's so awful. I didn't know exactly how awful of a person I used to be. How disgusting. How gross. It doesn't matter how old I was, it's actually disgusting to revisit the person I used to be. It's so gross and I hate myself because of it. 
          
          How awful.
          
          Weird update but I've been in HRT for a year now (Hormone Replacement Therapy) and it's been nice for the most part.
          
          My depression has not been doing me well. But it's getting better. Things are getting better 

Alright, let's do this again, one last time.
          
          My name is Jasper, an author, and Social Media mini star, with a whopping 24k on TIk Tok.
          
          In my youth I was an annoying little shit who told lies, and used people, that was until I got bit by life and finally grew the fuck up.
          
          Learning to become a better person was really hard, and I left a lot of my past behind closed doors and chose to ignore it, but now, here I am.
          
          The core of all the shittest things I've ever done, Wattpad. And I'm back to write, and write and not stop writing. Finally confronting my past, and learning to move forward