Please don't I don't know you and we never really talked but I'm begging you don't. Blue wouldn't want this at all. And hell you're adorable as ever. I swear I can't lose anybody else anymore I lost to MANY people already and I can't go through that again. You have to be strong just the other day I saved a girl's life from committing suicide she is a wonderful friend of mine also. You can do this I wish I can kick everybody's ass for bullying you. I would take a bullet for you, you're one of my thugpugs! You have to remember that you're amazing, talented, wonderful and truly a awesome person. In March I lost a very special friend who was like a brother to me he took his own life I thought my world was over, but I knew he wouldn't want me to suffer. At the same moment my mom tells me that my grandma has cancer. BELIEVE IT OR NOT PEOPLE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU SAY. You were made on this earth for a reason, NOBODY wants you gone. Trust me you're pretty amazing!! But please think about the ones you care about, I would hate for you to go. You don't deserve that please. If our need to talk just come to me I'm BEGGING YOU.