JayBirdIsNotOnFire

Sorry I havent been online in the past months

JayBirdIsNotOnFire

You don’t know what it’s like..
          No one understands 
          I am dead to the world
          Following an iced path
          Only cold winds 
          And frozen sand
          I only see through fog
          I am gone now
          My life was stolen 
          I miss it 
          I want it back with everything else
          But it’s gone
          I am gone along with it
          I only have a cold stone heart
          And stone cold touch
          I hurt everyone near me
          Every tear is a scar
          I have cut myself
          I cannot change now
          I miss him
          But he doesn’t miss me
          The whisper inside me has come to a roar 
          I am a monster 
          I feel the rage boiling inside me
          I have journeyed farther 
          It’s like a tidal wave 
          I know I won’t be able to control myself
          I hate what I have become 
          I am cold hearted 
          I have lost it all
          I have lost myself 
          I don’t know what to do
          I feel dead
          Each breath I take is only as Ivey as I have become
          Each breath stabs my lungs and heart
          I have become a monster