IM_NOTR3AL

ok i know no one will see this but I kinda miss life before Covid. I was a much happier person. I can't wait for things to go back to the ways it used to be.

Hi guys, i haven't been on here in a while. I need some recommendations on what kind of stories i should write.:P

I'm at east and it's making me die a bit I have so many memories here lol

Sorry I’ve been very laggard with everything. I might not update on my “journal” I guess I could call it that and possibly “Under The Moonlight” I don’t know yet honestly. I definitely will update on “Unexpected “ this week since I’ll have a lot of free time. So I guess I’m back biatches!!!!

All the stars of a thousand spotlights, all the stars we steal from the night sky will never be enough, never be enough for me.

Also I have an obsessive addiction to the “Woah” Don’t know why but if you ask my friends I do it everyday.
          I got the  in the . I’ve been  I want you to be . All the ⭐️ We  from the  will never be enough. Calling a young  . Hey, I’m a  no one know what I do but I look pretty  am I ⚫️ Or ⚪️ (‍♂️). Oh, , I’m  With a stranger.  on the ⏳, staple your .Are you ,  and ?

Ok, so hers the tea. So sit down, relax and listen to some crazy things. 2 days ago on Saturday me and my friend were contemplating things and asking questions like “Doess grass feel pain when you pick it out of the ground? Or “ do trees have feelings when you sit or climb on them, do they feel compressed?” Then I was like “ woah, we should be philosophers in the future. So my friend went on the motherly source of the Googles and Googled up the question about grass. So apparently when someone mows a lawn grass emits a smell which is their way of expressing pain. I thought this was crazy. Who knew that one of my favorite smell was of pain?? Weird facts but true.

hey,jj! its carissa. i had a question for you quickly. are you okay?? i wanted to make sure after i gave you that note. i just want you to be happy. and it seemed like you weren’t when i was around.

Ask me some random questions

I feel like I’m no help to anyone, anyone feel like that??I can’t help my friends with what they’re going through if they don’t tell me what it is or the fact that I’ve never been through what they have and overall I’ve been through a lot. I feel like people talk about me all the time and point out my bad aspects of me as a person just for me to feel more upset. I’ve realized that when I’m extremely sad/mad I tend to conceal my feelings. I don’t like crying because I don’t like attention from anyone and often do it alone crying for an hour before I finally sleep. To cover up this I normally act really crazy at school. I’d rather that if anyone talks about me don’t compare me to your life, you don’t know what I’ve been through, what I’ve felt, what goes on in my mind each day. If you don’t like me tell me in front of my face than rather on the side making rude remarks. This is a letter about my feelings and perspectives of what people in my school should not do