Jay_stor1es

HEYY ITS JAY! I just wanna say that I might be coming back full time? But I am also gonna try and write something on ao3 but when I made the account I went to the site to log in and immediately forgot my user and password which was great :/ so hopefully when I try again I'll be able to let you guys know so you can check out my stories there too!
          
          More importantly I am going yo write some marvel fanfics! That's right. Marvel. I know I may not seem like the superhero movie/comic type of person but apparently I am!! My friend introduced me to all Marvel films and before I met her I only knew about spider-man, deadpool, captain America and gardians of the galaxy but now I know allt more and would like to write stuff to do with any of those characters if you're interested! Once the new gardians of the galaxy film is in stores I am going to write a book about it so keep an eye out!! ;)
          
          Anyway I hope to see you again in my next books and chapters :)
          
          BYEBYE 
          
          Stay safe <3

Are you guys enjoying my books?? Cause I feel like no ones actually enjoying them and I do know a few people are reading them but I just don't feel like you guys enjoy them :/
          If you please tell me I think if I know that someone's enjoying them I'd be able to make more content for you guys and I really do hope I am able to provide you guys with content you enjoy in the future :)
          
          Stay safe <3

I need book recommendations [preferably about Tsukishima idc about the ship] I'm up for any suggestions whether it be angst,fluff I honestly don't care I just need more tsuki content :(
          
          ALSO IM STILL ON MY WRITERS BLOCK >:( SO I CANT WRITE ATM 
          
          But yeah book recommendations would be great I'm gonna put some recommendations in my list thingy as well for anybody who wants them [it will mainly consist of haikyuu] I'm gonna put different ships in a different list or I'll just do whatever not sure yet :)
          
          Also does anybody have any suggestions on how to slip into little space because I've been struggling to do so lately:(
          
          BYE BYE :D
          
          Stay safe <3

Is it obvious that tsuki is my favourite? Because I feel like I only ever write about him even thought that's not true lol.
          Anyway I've always wondered why there isn't much content about tsuki he's kinda just a background character in most fan fictions..oh well
          Writers block is so annoying at the moment like I just have zero motivation or ideas but so many head canons like how does that work haha..
          
          I'm not doing the best mentally but writing makes me feel somewhat happy I guess?? But I don't know..
          
          IM SO BORED ASWEL AND IM BETWEEN HEADSPACES BECAUSE IM TIRED BUT I DONT WANNA GO ASLEEP >:(
          I just realised I have a signature on here HAHA 
          
          stay safe <3

WRITERS BLOCK IS HORRIBLE >:(
          I HAVE NO IDEAS FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF SCALES AND ITS STRESSING ME OUT BECAUSE I WANT THE BOOK COMPLETE EVEN THOUGH IVE ONLY JUST STARTED WRITING IT :/

im very happy to announce that THE FIRST CHAPTER OF SCLAES IS OUT NOW!!
          MAKE SURE TO READ THE WARNINGS AND DESCRIPTION PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!
          HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY!! <333
          
          stay safe <3

I'm almost done writing this story and it's taking up over an hour to write its SO LONG and it not even finished >:(
          So there's going to be two chapters to it because it is currently 2:10 AM and I really need to sleep and I am also starting to slip and it's making it harder and longer to write because I keep spelling everything wrong which is so annoying but also this is a good thing because I haven't slipped in like FOREVER but any this chapter should be out in a few minutes :D
          
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Me again! I know I literally just posted but I just come to a realisation that I haven't slipped in half a year...
          And I really want to well I need to but its mostly want but I can't I'm too scared and I don't know why it might be because I have no caregiver bit I'm not sure.
          I really want a caregiver though :(
          Also I lost my alpaca vanilla and I'm very upset I lost them idk where half my stuffies are to be honest I lose things very easily haha.. :/
          
          Stay safe <3

!TW! mentions of eating disorders 
          
          I've started a new book!! 
          It's angst and it's all about Tsukishima. The book is called "scales" and it's just about tsukis struggles with eating which unfortunately might be cannon as the older years are concerned about tsukishimas eating habits ,well lack of eating, and I'm hoping you guys will read it but I do recommend reading the warning first (the description) when I do post the first chapter I have started writing it and should hopefully be out soon!
          
          I know I keep making empty promises but this one is definitely gonna be kept and I just want you guys to know that I am here for each and everyone of you.
          Please do message me if you need to talk I may not respond (if I do it'll most likely be a late response) but sometimes it's just good to get it all out to someone instead of bottling it all up.
          
          Stay safe <3

I'm very sorry to anyone who saw my recent post as I did not put any warning that it was a vent and that there were going to be swearing in it.
          I really hope the language used didn't upset anyone as I know that language happens to make a few people uncomfortable as it is quite aggressive.
          Christmas isn't a great time for me as no one is ever happy like one Christmas my dad was rushed to the hospital and this year in November my nan (dad's, mum) passed away and all of this is very stressful as I have schoolwork and chores as well as trying to write my books.
          I really don't want to give up on my writing as I am improving my skills and I find this hobby very fun to do, I just can't. 
          I don't understand why either but I just can't.
          
          Anyways, we got a new dog!! We still have our little princess but now we have a French bulldog he quite annoying and makes everything difficult, he wa seating fairy lights this morning for some reason- my princess isn't very keen on him but they're getting used to each other which I good I guess.
          I didn't really want a new dog but we got him anyway.
          
          Again I am very sorry about the recent post but I hope you're all doing well.
          This was quite a long post haha..
          
          Stay safe<3