Jayden Darkly

It's valentines day... Well, technically it's 1:20am on the 15th,so it isn't anymore... Anyways. I don't really care about valentines day. If you celebrate it I hope you had a nice day! 
          A lot of things have changed over the last months; I have changed over the last months. I might start being active again, but I don't really have time atm. School is kinda much and I am also busy with other stuff. 
          I started watching MCYTs after Unus Annus ended, so I found a way of coping with that. I also cut my hair. It's short now. I don't know why I'm typing this. Probably just to let anyone who stumbles over this know that I'm still alive. 

Merry Christmas everyone! ❄️❤️

I just realized how inactive I was recently... I definitely gotta get back to fanfiction n stuff lol
          Also I decided to not give a fuck anymore and just do whatever, so if you know me from elsewhere (especially RL): I'm not really sorry lol

It's over. The year is gone. The live stream is starting.
          
          Memento mori
          Unus Annus 

Okay, I'm on my way to school and it is dark and I'm listening to music and I'm not okay (I promise).
          
          I walked on a dark street next to the graveyard and I hear
          
          I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known...
          
          After a while I thought I was either paranoid or someone was following me and MCR decided it was a good idea to sing
          
          These pigs are after me, after you! Run away like it was yesterday and we could run away, run away from here!
          
          At another point in this song I tripped and almost fell and in the exact second Gerard was like
          
          Gravity don't mean to much to me!
          
          And now I'm in the bus with my friend Helena (the song hasn't started playing... yet) and the windows are dark, so I'm just waiting for the part with
          
          There could be something out your window, but you'll just never know... 

Hey guys,
          I just uploaded the second chapter of Dragon Girl. Hope you like it!
          
          Also I created a TikTok account, which probably was a mistake... If you have any ideas what I should post over there, let me know! 

Hey everyone!
          
          I'm sorry that I've been so inactive lately, but I've been kinda busy with... Well... Life n so.
          School was a lot and then the whole chaos with the US presidential election and so on, but HOLY SHIT, BIDEN WON AND THAT'S AMAZING AND I DON'T EVEN LIVE IN AMERICA, BUT AAAAHHHH!!!
          
          Okay. Calm down. I will try to be more active again, but I don't know how much I can do right now. I feel that my mental health is getting worse again, so I gotta be careful with that too.
          
          I started playing the piano more often recently. My hands are too small for an actual piano (I can't even reach an octave!) but it's fine with the keyboard.
          
          I learned how to play "Cancer" by My Chemical Romance and now I'm learning "Time" from the movie Inception. I think it's good for me to have another way to calm down while Germany is in a second lockdown.
          
          There are good chances that I'll update something tomorrow btw! 

I almost fell asleep. Almost. Now I'm in the audience of Wolfychu's Jackbox stream...
          
          
          Why am I even announcing this on Wattpad?
          *sigh*
          I guess I'm just a hopeless case ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I just realized how weird I am... Especially at night... 

Geesus Way, it's 3am. Again.
          
          Anyway, I just created a Discord account and now I don't know what to do with it, because, well, it's 3am and also pretty much none of my friends have discord AND are awake, so yeahhh... I'm just kinda bored... And I wanna turn off those email notifications right at the start, but everyone says you gotta click a link in the email. But how if you don't have any notifications yet?
          
          Maybe I'm just stupid and tired and can't think (neither straight nor queer).
          
          What I'm trying to say is:
          Either I fall asleep in like 5 minutes or someone DMs me, so I have someone to chat with