Jayiscoolok

I got a ninjago story there will possibly be 4 parts but i prefer long stories

Jayiscoolok

Hiii I’m back!!! My writing improved, and I just want to create stuff again.
          My main interest are...
          Ninjago, life series/Minecraft, and art.
          My mental health isn't the best but the way i view the world changed. At this point I’m just willing to do stuff cause i can. I spent a year plummeting down to rock bottom just to realize nobody expects anything of you once your there. To me that's what allowed me to finally do things on my own terms, kinda like finding freedom in it. I already know what its like to succeed, fail, be complemented or judged.
          
          Now all i want to do is improve it doesn't have to be anything huge it just has to make a small difference thats noticeable to me nobody has to see it 
          
          I also changed my major on my own terms, I changed it to Fine Arts!!! Im finally having my first art class in a long while. 
          
          I hope everyone who’s still here is having a good day

Jayiscoolok

So I kinda feel like my mom’s taking up all my free time. Like she got tired and is making me raise my sister. 
          
          
          Because recently I’m the one who’s feeding her making her breakfast filling her water bottle. Taking her on walks. Cleaning up after her and even supervising her. This is taking time out of my day to write, do homework, draw, play violin. 
          
          
          I’m even being told that I have to go to her swimming lessons even if I have no reason being there.
          
          And sure o did all of this stuff since she was born even putting her to sleep sometimes but now my mom is making me do it more.
          
          I feel like I waisted a huge chunk of what I should be focusing on. 
          
          
          School work. 
          
          My grade dropped significantly because i genuinely didn’t have time to do it let alone any of my other hobbies.
          
          Like if i wanted to do homework i literally had to sacrifice my morning run to do it at 6:00 in the morning. 
          
          She’s even making me do more chores which i expected since coming back from college since she already had that habit before i was in college.

Jayiscoolok

@ninjago_lavalife <3
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ninjago_lavalife

@Jayiscoolok i’m really sorry about that :((
            maybe u could try telling her, i mean ur an adult and u have ur own life u shouldn’t have to do all that because it’s not ur job
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Jayiscoolok

I didn’t even get to finish chapter seven. 
            
            It’s just been sitting on my drafts this whole time and I don’t know when I’ll be able to get it out.
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