Im so sorry everyone, I tried to end it and failed, I was in a mental institute for such a long time, I'm currently in continuous therapy and I realise now how much I affected everyone, I'm really sorry, like really, and I hope to live a better life. Seeing these messages made me realise how much I really mattered. I did attempt to kill myself, I failed to do so and found someone who cared. I'm no longer in foster care, I found a good home, even though it's been a few months, I found a real home. When I think of what I tried I start crying because I feel like I let y'all down. I love you all. Thank you.