You probably hear this a lot, but I truly mean it. I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I know exactly how you feel right now. There were times when I wanted to scream at the top of my lungs at my mom for getting mad at me over the smallest things. Of course, I couldn’t say anything, so I stayed quiet, and somehow that still got me in trouble.
Thankfully, I found comfort in a few close friends who understood what I was going through because they had been through it too. When everything felt hopeless, I turned to God. I don’t even know how it happened, but after every stressful moment, I felt myself growing closer to Him. Before I knew it, my YouTube recommendations were filled with videos about His love for us and why He sent His Son to die for us.
Through all of that, I realized something I never would have understood on my own. Sometimes God allows painful moments in our lives because He cares about us and loves us. He does not always step in to stop the consequences of what happens, but it does not mean He has abandoned us. God did not curse you with any disabilities. The brokenness of this world did.
As I grew closer to Him, there was one message that kept coming back to me: “I have plans for you.” And if it comes from God, it has to be good, because He is good.
So I want you to know that He has plans for you too, whether you believe it right now or not. He loves you deeply. He does not want to let go of you, just like a loving father would never let go of his child.
I’m praying for you. Please remember that there are people who care about you, including me. I’m sure many others here care about you too. And please, don’t make a decision you can’t take back. Not just for yourself, but for the people who truly love you and want to see you here tomorrow.