@Je_M_Apelle_IDK
Hi there! I was wondering if you could give a shot at my Urban Fantasy Romance: THE COURAGE OF STARS. It'd mean a lot to me.
I'll leave a link here in case you're interested in: https://www.wattpad.com/story/179721584-the-courage-of-stars
Thank you for your time.
Pavlina x.
A little while back, I was muted by somebody I looked upto. And that definitely did stir many conflicting emotions, and it still does.
The reason they muted me, was because I failed to understand the importance of pronouns.
I guess i still don't.
But i have come to acknowledge, that i don't prefer gendered pronouns. I guess i always knew that, sort of. But i couldn't come to accept it.
I'm form a language, in which most things have a gender (kind of like how in French, where even cars and colours have genders), so from a young age I believed there was no other choice, that i just had to accept it.
Even if didn't feel right. It's not as if pronouns are used much, right?
But there is a freedom, in not being tied to anything you don't want to, what you're not.
It felt the same way, when i realised i might be gay.
I told myself 'ok, so maybe you're gay. But try not to be, it'll be so much easier that way'
It took a while, and some isolation to figure that one out.
This took time too.
So I guess this is my coming out.
I don't care what pronouns you use, but I'd prefer no pronouns, or at least gender neutral ones.
- Mallowmelt
Nope, the author dosent want to hear anything in my regards. I still miss them and their community, but they're..just quite Adamant, wouldn't even see my works which I asked somebody else to send to them.
It's life what can you do.
Oh my gods I just saw
YOU READ THE VAMPIRE'S PET SERIES TOO????
OOOOH I AM SO EXCITED THAT IS MY FAVORITE SERIES EVER
See you around the campfire with your guitar for a singalong!
I just love the name mallowmelt!
Reminds me of toasting giant marshmallows around an open campfire!
@Thebeachman oh! Never thought of it that way! Lovely It's actually the name of a butterscotch flavored gooey marshmallowey cake in my favourite fantasy series!
Well, to that author, i just have to say:-
'ypu taught me the courage of stars,
Before you were gone
How light carries on endlessly,
Even after death
With shortness of breath
You explained the infinite
And how rare and beautiful it is to even exist
I couldn't help but ask for you to say it all again
I tried to write it down, but I could never find a pen
I'd give anything to hear you say it one more time
That the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes'
It's the lyrics to a famous song 'saturn' by sleeping at last.
It is to let them know, that even though the relationship between us might have been severed and now about dead....they taught me a lot. And I'm thankful for that to them.
I don't know how I'll move on, but i will. I have to. I cant keep reloading the tab to see if they want to talk things out, make me realise what i did wrong, no... They just wanted to shut down all conversation. Well, let it be that way then. I'll put all my energy in my work now then. Getting so good i don't even remember i had a tussle with the author.
Well, one of my fav authors just blocked me, the only reason i was on Wattpad and now i feel really alone, it was a brilliant community.
And what for Even? Trying to understand how the non-bi system works? They could've just deleted my comment, but no,
They had to take it to ego.
...I really looked upto them. I won't be making a new account just to comment on their works. But I still like the stuff they've written, tho, thinking of it brings a year to the eye now.
It was really not fair of them to block me like that.
Well if they see this message....i don't even know what to say. Just you let me down author. Blocking someone for asking a question? That's hardly fair. We all make sense of the world some way...questions is mine.