Hi everyone,
I dont what to tell you all as i am a total mess now.... I dont what's happening in my life nor what's happening with me.... I thought to delete this story as it seemed to not remembered by any.. and nobody wants it anyway ..... And I am feeling so suffocated right now ....I never wanted leave anything unfinished.... This is my creation ..... I know its not the best or anything special .... if you ask me its my imagination chaos.. but still its mine.. my first creation... my first try.. my first thought... it has been my comfort... my effort... my ability and my own potential...it has my sleepless night... many fights with relationships.... its my flaws with no appreciation....
Now my own comfort is pushing my edge ... pulling me to distress ... Makes me unfit to for writing .... my family situations, my sensitive character all become the enemy to it....
I feel like falling apart .... unfit for anything . Unfit to live, love and write anything ...
I know many dont even notice me nor my good but still if you are reading this till this line... I am grateful for you to listening to my unwanted yapping ....
Thank you for staying with me till today....
I want to leave everything and I will unpublish this story ... I just wanted to inform you all before leaving... My mind can't think about anything ... And I still have my own career ahead .... if I again felt alive some day I will definitely start writing again.... Thank you for everything you have done to me....
