I hope you see how important you were to me. I hope the person your with makes you feel important. I hope they make you feel loved. I hope they make you feel happy when you try to kill yourself. I hope they make you smile when your down like how you did the same for me. I hope you see what you did was wrong. I hope you know you make me feel used, unwanted, not good enough, stupid to fall for your tricks. I hope you have someone to be there when they hurt you. Cause it wont be me. I hope you try to get your forgiveness because it will be to gain your trust back. I wished you could of just told me you wanted to break up with me instead of going behind my back and doing this to me. I truly wish i could of seen it sooner. But no i was too stupid in love with you. I bet you never loved me did you. You dont even know how bad it is to be broken this badly. You dont know how it is to see everyone else have a great relationships. You dont know how it is to be in love with your ex still... You dont even know how hard it is to be me in a house full of people who dont understand to be me.. You knew all my secrets but you didnt even care... You just laughed at my face.... You never knew what it feels like to keep thinking about one person every single day and second. You made my nightmares come true..
