Jello? More like Hello~

Wait… I have a question- are there any… uh… squid game fanfics yet? Asking for a friend. 

so, fun fact about me, is that I have thicc hair. and I mean THICC.
          
          Like, if I keep my hair unmanaged for like a week, then its going to be full of rats nests and knots.
          
          well, I had HUGE rats nests recently, but my mom is a hairdresser, and she decided that it would be better to give me an undercut to cut out most of the knots, and brush out the rest.
          
          and when I tell you, that after I stood up with all those knots out, my neck literally felt SO GOOD.
          like, I feel like as if a weight was lifted off my shoulders (or my head for this matter)
          yalls dont even know how good this feels rn

Yalls wanna know what’s sad? The best present I got from my family so far is some bubble wrap that was protecting a candle 

Happy birthday to me! I know I don’t post much and I’m sorry, but schools a bugger and I have terrible memory-
          
          But anyway. I hope you all have an amazing day!!!
          

So at school, I have this one friend, and we were sitting near to each other when the teacher said we could pick groups. 
          
          I'll call said friend Mikayla for convenience. 
          
          So, I think 'hey, were sitting right beside each other, why not join each other?'
          so when I ask her if she wants to be in a group, she literally turns to a group of other girls (who are also her friends) and asks if she could join them.
          for context, you are only allowed two to a group, and there could be one group of three, since we have uneven numbers in our class. This group she wanted to join was already a group of three. 
          so its not like she was planning on us both joining- she wanted to leave me alone. 
          and im sure that all other girls would already have a partner. So, I wouldve been stuck with a boy. Nothing is wrong with the boys, its just that I dont get along well. And if I couldnt get with anyone, then the other poor schmuck that was ALSO to nervous to ask anyone is with me now. And we both suffer until we finish the assignment.
          So now Im overthinking everything, and Im honestly feeling like garbage because I feel like she's gonna leave me and I dont want that- because she is that one friend that connects me to the rest of my friends. 
          and im just too fucking stressed for my own good- 
          Ive been alone in high school before. its not fun.
          and I literally just got friends. I dont want that to end. I dont want to go back to sitting alone at lunch break. And I just dont know what to fucking do.
          
          Im sorry for putting you through that, Im just so stressed about it, and wanted to get it off my shoulders.

My mind is too dirty for its own good.
          
          So, school started. and thats just greaaaaaat. 
          Do any of yalls have like, assemblies at the start of school years? or is it just us? i dont know, but thats besides the point.
          So, our school has this like, therapy thing, where students can sign up to talk to one of the nice teachers about our problems and shit
          
          and they introduce this every year for the freshmans, and  at the end, they started talking about if you could help your friends with all their anxiety, and to end her speach, she said- 
          
          "yes, you can help your friends, because they can't come on their own." 
          
          :)

There’s a super bad storm right now- and before there were SEVERAL tornado warnings.
          
          Two seconds ago there was nothing, but now our deck and grass is completely covered with slightly big hail. 
          
          I’m honestly so scared rn, and I don’t know what to do 

Ayo, we got 69 followers, round of applause for everyone that follows me 
          
          Also, if someone follows me, making it not 69, I won’t be angry. Just a liiiiiiiittle sad. 
          
          Jokes aside, I know it’s not like, 100 (or like 500 coughcoughcarlycoughcough) but I’m still proud. Thanks everyone! 

Your followers is the sussy number smh

Just found out that my school bus leaves at 7:13 am to go to school. I take about thirty minutes to prepare for school. I like waking up an hour early than the time that I get prepared to I can have some time to myself. 
          So do the math. 
          I have to wake up at 5-5:30. Every day.