arihattieruff2011
You’re not 15 you’re 16
JelloPepper
arihattieruff2011
Sister can I ware your softball pants
JelloPepper
HAVE YALL READ THE NEW CHAPTERS FOR TOILET BOUND OMG AJDJAJJA
JelloPepper
How do I know I hit a dead end?
JelloPepper
Sorry for not updating at all in the past few months my mental health has gone down hill and I’m trying to find the motivation to continue working
JelloPepper
Why continue living when I don’t actually feel as if I was alive. Why even try when I just set myself up for failure. Why even like people when I know they’ll leave me. I feel so helpless. I don’t wanna be here anymore. I wanna be happy without repercussions.
JelloPepper
Once School starts back up in the fall I will be able to update. I am not as busy as I normally am this school year, so expect more books and frequent updates. I should be getting my school laptop around the end of August. Hope to get back to writing soon!
JelloPepper
The silence is so loud.
JelloPepper
I don't know how much longer I can do this.
trying_my_best22
@JelloPepper well for school work I find it helpful to start with the easiest not that hard assignment and work from there. I still working on the not hating my self, so I'm not sure what to say that will help, do you want to try doing something that you enjoy? That makes a little happier, maybe talking to a friend about nothing and everything. Somthing that helps me during those nights is that it will end, maybe in a few weeks but for me it swings in for about 2 weeks then leaves for a bit.
JelloPepper
@dead_tired thank you. I was just overwhelmed will school work and I feel horrible all the time and I hate everything about myself. Yknow it was one of those nights
JelloPepper
Hey...so.. umm... I would like to try an experiment. Could you use They/Them pronouns for me in the comments? I wanna see what happens...
