Jam

Well everything turned out alright. Me and my mom had a chat and she's giving me one more chance and is gonna let me stay without having to join the military. So I guess everything is back to normal for now.

Hey guys, just a bit of an update to everything, basically my mom called me that night and told me that if I wanted to stay I'd have to join the military. As much as I dont want to, I dont have any other options right now, so I guess I'll have to go to the recruitment place or something. I doubt they'll let me in given my physical and mental health, so I guess I'll just have to wait and see.

I have some terrible news...today I got kicked out of my house by my own mother. I won't go too into detail about specifics, but im basically homeless...I have nowhere to go at this point and I'm scared. Please pray for me, because I am very lost in the world right now.

Guys should I make a new story?

Hey guys, it's been one of those days for me. Everything is fine but, for some reason I feel terrible. I dont know why I feel like this and I hate it. There's something wrong with me, but I dont think I'll ever figure it out.

I regret every action that I've done up to this point. 
          
          I've lost so much this last year, and I can't stop thinking about just how much of a horrible monster I've been, not just this year but in my entire life as a whole. I've drifted everyone I ever cared about away, I've caused so much hurt and pain, and I just can't look at myself in the mirror anymore. I try to change all I can, but nothing I do ever works. I regret everything. All the terrible things I've done, all the fucked up shit I've caused, all the pain all the suffering EVERYTHING! I hate who I am, I cant stand myself i just want to take everything I've done back...but i know I cant, I cant ever take it all back...and im sorry...I'm sorry for everything...to everyone i wronged and hurt...I just...I want to be better, want to change, i want to be a good person...but i know that I'll never make it up to anyone. So all I can do is self loathe and continue to be the coward I am and always will be. Im sorry...for everything...

Im feeling lonely rn

Can't believe it's almost December and ive only now noticed ive been on here for more than 5 years. It's insane to think just how much has happened in the more than half a decade I've been on here.

Hello everyone. How are you all doing?

Happy Thanksgiving to you all!