Jam

You ever feel happy, yet at the same time feel like you're missing something?

Lovely weather today huh?

If you haven't spoken to someone in awhile, reach out to them and check on them, you never know what someone is going through.

I want to be treated like an actual human

No one around me seems to care how much I was fucked up mentally from everything. They call me a buzz kill for being upset and at this point I dont know if there's any way out of this hell.

I wish people would genuinely stop making fun of my weight. I know that I'm fat okay? I have a genuine eating disorder. Eating has always been a comfort for me every since I was a child, and I know it'll kill me eventually, but I can't stop. I can tolerate fat jokes, but there comes a point where it stops being funny and is just malicious. Today started off so well too...but with this, combined with me finding out an ex of mine continues to talk bad behind my back makes me just so done with everything.

I never knew the words "I love you" could hurt so much. I guess they do when it's said by someone who doesn't mean it

Out of everything I've ever lost there's one thing I miss the most.

I grieve what I've lost

I hate myself genuinely