@Jemlovesskylox oh shizz....I really didn't know. I'm so sorry for your loss. And yes, the wound will never completely heal, just a small tiny bit. Depends on how you see it. The positive way is that, well, when your time comes, just know that he'll be waiting for you, with open arms. The negative way, is just negative. There is no other way of saying it.
I don't know if you found this helpful, but hopefully you did. I'm really trying to help. I, really, hope you can eventually feel better. Not now obviously, but soon.