Jenny

Some people won’t even fit in with the outcasts

Poem of today
          
          I got it
          I got what I wished for
          I got what I was longing for
          I got what I was fighting for
          
          I got it
          I got what I was in denial for
          I got what I was doubting for
          I got what I was unsure about
          
          I got it
          I got what I wanted
          I got what I was hoping for
          But I also got what I wasn’t 
          
          I got it
          I got it
          Now having it
          I don’t know if I wanna keep it

Today.
          Today I wanted to go deeper
          Today I wanted to go further down
          Further down this dream
          
          I wish I could.
          I wish I had the freedom to do that
          I wish I had the courage to do that.
          
          But going so far down.
          Trying to go further
          It has only hurt me
          It has only hurt you
          
          Today 
          Today I wanted to go deeper
          Today I wanted to let you explore again
          
          
          I wish I could show you
          Show you your deepest desires
          Show you your deepest dreams
          
          But when you go deep
          You find things you’ve hidden from yourself.
          Good things 
          Good things but also bad things
          
          
          Today I wanted to go deeper
          Today I wanted to let you see the truth
          
          But whenever I go deep
          Bad things happen.
          I don’t want bad things to happen to you.

Eeek I really hope I pass my trafic exam this time

I finally made a new poem yay

Super duper cool video please watch mwah mwah
          
          https://youtu.be/MgAW621mb-c?si=yO64upBp5xROqLJe

I love talking on this wall, its like my public dm with anyone that decides to talk to me
          or a public diary?

And my suuuuper cool instagram accounts for more artsy stuff
          please check it out, mwah~
          https://www.instagram.com/jenatized/
          https://www.instagram.com/liminal_dreamscapes/

Also episode 1 for those who missed it
          
          https://www.mixcloud.com/Jenatized/liminal-dreamscapes-episode-1/

Hello! Liminal Dreamscapes episode 2 is out now on mixcloud! pleaseee listen to it! I wanna know what you think! Youtube version coming out soon 
          
          https://www.mixcloud.com/Jenatized/liminal-dreamscapes-episode-2/