@Jenfaroo 
            
            Ouuuu I’ll look into the app this. That’s a good idea! 

@Sillybeanns I don't think this platform offers it as an option, but I think you can use other apps to do it. I looked into it a while ago but my tired pea brain couldn't figure it out properly haha

@Jenfaroo
            
            I meant for the entire book.  
            
            Hmmm the mystery got even bigger. I didn’t know that the feature could be turned on for individual chapters. 
            
            I ask because my eyes get tired, and with text to speech the book is essentially an audiobook. 

@Jenfaroo 
            
            I laughed so hard at this. I said what the hell is pllessonbi?!? 
            
            3-4 hours is madness. I’m glad to know you are doing better than before. <3
            
            Question: 
            
            Do you friends and family know you write? If so, have they read your work? If not, why? And do they wonder what you are writing? 

@Sillybeanns making up my own language now haha.
            
            Not many people know I wrote, only a select few. I've only shared it with really close friends that are into kpop and "get it" if you know what I mean. It was kind of embarrassing at first because of those 18+ scenes (ahem) but I really enjoy getting the honest feedback and hearing people's reactions to the story.  There's nobody with me to question what I'm writing when I write haha and I don't write when I'm with people because I CBA trying to explain it to them haha

That meant to say * a lesson I learnt  get more sleep folks haha

You know when you read over what you've written and just think "girl, are you okay? Maybe you should go outside in the sunlight for a while, maybe hug a tree or something" ?? Yeah, that's me after reading what I wrote yesterday  

@Sillybeanns It's been a rollercoaster of a chapter, but it's written. It's a slightly longer one than the others (I think) but not as long as some of the later Charmer chapters haha. 6000+ words written today (I wrote a little bit through the week, so this is just todays contribution), some tears shed and double heartache later (for each of my boys) and the chapter is done. It's almost 3am here, I'm going to bed. Edits can wait haha

@Jenfaroo 
            
            Gaaahhh
            
            I’m so scared but also HYPED AS A MFKR. 
            
            I’m imagining the worst of the worst. 
            
            I’m doing mental exercises the buffer out the worst case scenarios. 
            
            

@Jenfaroo 
            
            
            Hmmmmmm 

@Jenfaroo so excited. i wasn't expecting them to go on tour again so quickly after their last one. plus the ATL concert is 3 days after my birthday. and we get a comeback that i'll get to hear live. i'll be dead afterwards. but i will die happy. Mingi is my love, which means i get Yunho as well. i'll definitely let you know how much you need to prep your coffin ^_^

@insanekatyakun OMG I am so jealous! I hope Ateez come back to the UK next year for this tour. I saw them three times this year ( in 4 days haha). Are you excited for the comeback? I think we are going to be killed off. I almost choked where I saw the  teaser poster for Lemon Drop (Seonghwa is one of my bias line, along with Hongjoong and Mingi and Yunho are my wreckers). You'll have to tell me without spoiling too much how much I need to brace myself haha.

@Jenfaroo i'm seeing Ateez next month. i'm so very excited. i wish i could see SKZ again, but they only did 1 show in ATL and i can't afford to travel to the other shows. next time, tho

@Sillybeanns it does and it doesn't. I. One way it helps me to keep on track with what I want to write and keep everything in the same ..  tone I guess. But on the other hand, yeah it probably does slow me down 

@Jenfaroo 
            
            You’re funny, girly pop. I wish I had a hobby that I was this passionate about. I guess reading is it for me. 
            
            When you edit as you write don’t you find that you it messes up your writing flow??

@Sillybeanns hmmm... Mainly option 3 but also option 4 - I'm an self annoying perfectionist that has to keep writing until that part is finished or where I am happy with it. Also option 5- I hate to leave things half written, so I'll often power through it until I'm done.  And then there's option 6- I edit as I write, I very rarely do drafts and go back in to edit before uploading, especially if I'm on an uploading schedule. So what you see if more often than not the working version, which means sometimes there may be grammatical errors or typos occasionally. 
            
            And also .....I'm a stubborn ass nightmare 

@Jenfaroo 
            
            Ouuu
            Yep sounds right. Adulting is a trap. :c
            I like going for walks as me time. Maybe go for a quiet evening stroll is a nice park nearby? 
            
            Life here? Currently visiting family, marveling at the changes to my hometown, and baseball games. It’s been nice :) 

@Sillybeanns Hi lovely  I am good thank you, how and you? Life is life-ing over on my side of the pond, too much adulting not enough me time haha. How are things with you?

@simpforgnabnahc Dex isn't done with me yet. I've been thinking about it all week. So I owe it to him (and to you guys) to tell the rest of his story. 
            
             I think I will try to learn from my mistakes last time and and write myself a few chapters ahead before I start releasing weekly chapters, instead of literally writing to the stupid schedule I set for myself. I can only really focus to write at the weekends, so If I get myself a few chapters ahead, then I should have some content to release ASAP. x

@Sillybeanns I freaking love you  You've been waiting for this haven't you? Let's be honest, the only person I fooled into thinking I could make this into a short story was myself  

@Jenfaroo aghhhh so glad and excited that it's getting continued hahaha.... Anddd I would love to have weekly chapters coz ain't it more fun that way now since we get to live thru the character development of Dex ..

@Sillybeanns to answer your questions....yes, maybe and possibly 

@Sillybeanns haha welcome back to the fun 

I’m stimming so hard! I gotta get this buzz outta my body! I’m so fkn excited!! 
            
            I got half way through the author’s note, and I’m gonna be honest— TRIFECTA ENDGAME! 
            
            You better believe I’ll be crossing my fingers the entire time! 

@Jenfaroo of courseeeee<33333

@Jenfaroo 

@jijisung14 ysym ❤️❤️ tysm as always, thank you for your support. I always look forward to reading your comments