JenlisaAU17

Apparently the universe saw me accidentally drop a 15k-word chapter of All The Women I Survived on the first day of July and said, “Here. Have a 30-Day Writing Challenge.”
          	
          	As if that wasn’t suspicious enough, the chapter somehow already hit the Gold milestone on their challenge leaderboard. I mean… HELLOOO????
          	
          	And now I’m side-eyeing all my ongoing stories.
          	
          	At this point, it’s either rewarding my recent writing streak… or enabling my inability to be normal about women, house architecture, and emotional damage.
          	
          	I thought I was spiraling, but Wattpad apparently called it productivity. Either way… I see the sign.
          	
          	HELPPP. I’m afraid.
          	
          	I may obey.
          	
          	(It’s literally 4am here, which honestly tells you everything you need to know)
          	
          	I’m going to sleep before the universe mistakes my sleep deprivation for commitment. LMAOO

JenlisaAU17

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@jisooyah_kim_ LMAOO. “At least you’re being productive” is exactly how I justify my terrible life choices too. Ugh. Anyway, you HAVE to join as well!! It’s not a contest, so there’s no winner, just milestone recognition if we reach it. But the actual goal is to finish our stories, and since it’s your summer break, you’d have a reason to unleash all those mindblowing plots you’ve been gatekeeping. Or you can just focus on ASA!! Omg yes yes, let’s use that motivation (or delusion) to finish both our stories this month. What do you say??
          	  
          	  And babeee. You’re not about to psychoanalyze me through another 2k-word comment again, are you?? I can already hear the AO3 comsec preparing itself for another side novella. I’M SEATEDDDD. 
          	  
          	  Also, now you’ve put me in a dilemma. Do I get excited because you’re about to theorize ATWIS again, or do I get scared for my own emotional wellbeing? The answer is yes. You already know I eat that shit up. I’m so ready to get dismantled again. Omg. Yes, yesss. Throw as many words as you want at me. I can take it ;)
          	  
          	  And thank youuu.  I slept… eventually. And I just woke up. Whether it was enough sleep is another conversation entirely. How’s your day been so far, hmm?
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jisooyah_kim_

@JenlisaAU17  oh yay, good news, finally.
          	  
          	  AND IT DID WHAT? WOW. You're damn talented after all, aren't you? Girlll, I still gotta read it. 
          	  
          	  And wow. Your sleeping schedule is just as bad as mine. At least you're being productive, though, phew. There is definitely a sign, though. Expect another long ass comment from me theoryrizing your story. 
          	  
          	  Hope you slept well, though!
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JenlisaAU17

Apparently the universe saw me accidentally drop a 15k-word chapter of All The Women I Survived on the first day of July and said, “Here. Have a 30-Day Writing Challenge.”
          
          As if that wasn’t suspicious enough, the chapter somehow already hit the Gold milestone on their challenge leaderboard. I mean… HELLOOO????
          
          And now I’m side-eyeing all my ongoing stories.
          
          At this point, it’s either rewarding my recent writing streak… or enabling my inability to be normal about women, house architecture, and emotional damage.
          
          I thought I was spiraling, but Wattpad apparently called it productivity. Either way… I see the sign.
          
          HELPPP. I’m afraid.
          
          I may obey.
          
          (It’s literally 4am here, which honestly tells you everything you need to know)
          
          I’m going to sleep before the universe mistakes my sleep deprivation for commitment. LMAOO

JenlisaAU17

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@jisooyah_kim_ LMAOO. “At least you’re being productive” is exactly how I justify my terrible life choices too. Ugh. Anyway, you HAVE to join as well!! It’s not a contest, so there’s no winner, just milestone recognition if we reach it. But the actual goal is to finish our stories, and since it’s your summer break, you’d have a reason to unleash all those mindblowing plots you’ve been gatekeeping. Or you can just focus on ASA!! Omg yes yes, let’s use that motivation (or delusion) to finish both our stories this month. What do you say??
            
            And babeee. You’re not about to psychoanalyze me through another 2k-word comment again, are you?? I can already hear the AO3 comsec preparing itself for another side novella. I’M SEATEDDDD. 
            
            Also, now you’ve put me in a dilemma. Do I get excited because you’re about to theorize ATWIS again, or do I get scared for my own emotional wellbeing? The answer is yes. You already know I eat that shit up. I’m so ready to get dismantled again. Omg. Yes, yesss. Throw as many words as you want at me. I can take it ;)
            
            And thank youuu.  I slept… eventually. And I just woke up. Whether it was enough sleep is another conversation entirely. How’s your day been so far, hmm?
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jisooyah_kim_

@JenlisaAU17  oh yay, good news, finally.
            
            AND IT DID WHAT? WOW. You're damn talented after all, aren't you? Girlll, I still gotta read it. 
            
            And wow. Your sleeping schedule is just as bad as mine. At least you're being productive, though, phew. There is definitely a sign, though. Expect another long ass comment from me theoryrizing your story. 
            
            Hope you slept well, though!
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JenlisaAU17

@Datski03 Yesss omg they all looked sooo pretty!! My baby Lisa totally nailed it overall for me and Jisoo looked divineee.
          
          Jennie and Rosé are probably my least favorite look-wise personally, BUT I still loved the concepts behind them, especially Jennie’s because I’m weak for anything mermaid/fantasy coded lol. I just feel like maybe one more dramatic accessory/detail could’ve elevated the whole look more since the dress silhouette itself was pretty simple. And idk the brows weren’t fully doing it for me this time huhu but she’s still a diva regardless!
          
          Rosé’s concept was pretty too, just more safe/basic compared to the others maybe? But honestly if that’s the style she feels most confident in then slayyy. They all still ate in their own ways overall 
          
          What about you?? Who was your fave look

JenlisaAU17

@Datski03 No pressure, babe! Get some rest first pls. I’m still working on GO Part II anyway (and there’s still Part III after lol) and I just got back from a mini vacay too T_T
          
          But aaah I appreciate you taking the time to reread :’) always looking forward to hearing your thoughtsss

JenlisaAU17

Soooo the “one extra chapter” I kept talking about somehow turned into THREE chapters instead?????
          
          Idk what happened, somewhere along the way this comeback arc started feeling weirdly personal lol
          
          I just uploaded the first one and now I’m sitting here genuinely emotional about this era all over again??? UGH.
          
          Like why did writing them walking back into the studio together actually get to me this hard T_T
          
          The first time I wrote parts of this era I think I was mostly focused on plot + scenes + symbolism + trying to survive the emotional damage in real time 
          
          But revisiting it now after sitting with the girls’ music, the tours, the solos, the YEARS between everything…
          
          something shifted???
          
          Idk. Something about writing them coming back together again made everything suddenly feel connected in a way that’s genuinely messing with me emotionally now.
          
          Like why do I suddenly feel like the unofficial 5th member processing comeback emotions WITH them for real  this arc is literally altering my brain chemistry omfg
          
          The excitement feels heavier now somehow. Happier but also sadder??? Which makes zero sense but also complete sense.
          
          Maybe it’s the red days coming.
          Maybe it’s emotional instability.
          Maybe it’s because I miss the girls so much.
          
          probably all three honestly lmaooo
          
          ANYWAY before I spiral harder—
          
          GO (I): You Ready? is finally up. Enjoy!

JenlisaAU17

@Datski03 Yay! I’ll keep posting updates every now and then about which arcs I’ve finished revising so you guys can jump into the updated versions :’)
            
            And pls let me know if the revised chapters feel different to you when you reread them okay? I can’t wait to hear your thoughts/reactions ❤️
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Datski03

@JenlisaAU17 i might reread everything  like you advised   can't  wait  to ride again this emotional roller-coaster
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JenlisaAU17

Okay I fear these revisions are becoming their own separate beast at this point 
          
          I went in thinking I was just tweaking emotional beats and suddenly I’m 12 chapters deep adding scenes, expanding moments, and accidentally planning an entirely NEW CHAPTER inside Arc 1 because apparently the full album rollout unlocked something in my brain 
          
          And ngl… now that we actually have the complete visuals/music to work with, some parts of the story feel SO different rereading them back. Like certain scenes suddenly hit me in the chest in ways they didn’t before and now I’m sitting here staring at my screen like “oh. OH????”
          
          Anyway I’m genuinely excited for my rereaders because some of these updated chapters are getting a lot MORE food now. Especially from their reunion scene all the way up until the confession arc once i’m done  maybe my sleepless nights and unhealthy amount of Advil along the way will be worth it. Lol
          
          Okay love you bye before I open another chapter and ruin my own sleep schedule again (let’s just pretend it hasn’t been ruined since day 1)

JenlisaAU17

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Hi JL babies. First and foremost, I missed you guyssss.  
          
          Okay. Quick check-in before anyone files a missing person report. 
          
          So… I made the mistake of rereading my stories to get back into the zone and realized how much I’ve grown since then (at least I think I did. LOL)
          
          And now my brain won’t drop it and suddenly I’m noticing everything??? No, seriously.
          
          Like… why does this line feel like it could hurt more?
          Why did I let this scene get away with being just okay?
          Who the fuck approved this?
          
          Apparently me. Unfortunately. 
          
          So now I’m in this very predictable loop of:
          ‘just one more fix’ → finds five more → suddenly it’s 3am → repeat. (I wish I was exaggerating tbh)
          
          So yeah, I started the investigation with the mother story of it all—Deadline Book 1.
          Act 1 is currently a work in progress… I’ve already started updating it.
          
          Nothing about the story is changing. I promise, just making it land the way it should’ve the first time.
          
          If you ever feel like revisiting, did anything hit differently this time? Or is it just me overanalyzing my own life choices???
          
          Book 2 is still ongoing. So are First Beat and Faultline. I just need the foundation to behave first before everything else follows.
          
          Still here. Just… making it better for you. Always.
          
          Much love ❤️

JenlisaAU17

@mysterxousmagus RIGHT HERE?? Hahaha girl  the message board doesn’t count, I need receipts bb :P
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mysterxousmagus

@JenlisaAU17 RIGHT HERE MAAAM present hahahahaha
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JenlisaAU17

@mysterxousmagus Still here?? Bruh where exactly T_T I need proof hahaha
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Datski03

@JenlisaAU17 it's ok no worries  author omg why ahahaha you need to see it through  up until the last episode  ahaha
          
          Ohhh i haven't  watch that imma search that and add it to my watch  list it sounds  so interesting  well i don't  do anything  on my pass time than read, series and workout  ahahaha im such a omnivert 
          
          Yeah i know right it would be insanely  amazing, i would be one of people to buy that 1st it suits  my life since my family and friends  are like living in di parts of the world  
          
          I think like all science  advances in our world today it always have pro and cons in everything.
          But definitely  i would use it 100percent since im an omnivert ahahaha on regular basis i don't  really  socialize  especially  here  so that would be really  appealing  for me

JenlisaAU17

@Datski03 OMG. Slr. I’ve been out and about these dayssss. I got to ep 5 but I stopped watching. Idk why, her love team just irks me ugh so when I saw him as her final date, I was like ‘nope, that’s enough Netflix for me.’
          But I still kinda want to know how it ends… I might just skip to the last episodes lolol
          
          Also!! That VR concept reminded me of a Black Mirror episode, have you seen it? I love that show, it’s so sci-fi and conspiracy-coded. There’s one episode where they play a VR game and literally become the characters (like Tekken or something), so they’re actually inside the game, very similar to Jisoo’s show.
          
          It got me thinking… how insane would it be if they actually created something like that for long distance people? Like friends or even lovers that could meet ‘in person’ and experience things together in one space.
          
          Tho I’ve also seen theories that we’re already living in a simulation (Matrix vibes lol) But still… I’d take that version. Social VR for introvert peeps like me LMAOOO
          
          What do you think tho? Would you actually use something like that, or is it lowkey scary?